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Day in the life of a true LTN #3
I realized something today.
As I jestermaxxed so much and had a fucking blast of a time with me and my friends, I realized most of them are fucking dumbasses and weirdos. Like the same old repetitive NSFW jokes, they all try to act nonchalant and shit but they just come across as mean and ignorant and they can’t appreciate true, funny, thought of jokes they just hear “dick” and laugh. So I narrowed it down to three guys I acttualy enjoyed spending my time with and dedicated jestermaxxing to them and foids in class.
Unfortunately, as I was talking to the food that rejected me in September I talked about in the last thread, got my NT mask to slip off and told me every thing I was doing to looksmaxx and everything is stupid and fucking idiotic as I’m just ruining my health BUT SHE COULD NEVER UNDERSTAND THE FEELING OF GETTING CALLED “FATSO” ALL THE TIME OR “ELEPHANT” OR “STOP EATING ALREADY” SO SHE COULD NEVER UNDERSTAND THE FACT THAT EVERYTHING I EAT (even though I lost a huge amount of fat to starving) HAS A HUGE MENTAL WEIGHT like I hate myself for doing it.
In the evening my family wanted to go to the Christmas thing in town, since not one of my friends was around I just mewed 24/7 and fixed my posture but unfortunately the L size jacket from my dad was not doing me any justice.
After that I got a call from my mom talking about some “are you different at school and with us? I keep hearing from other mothers in the class that whenever they talk about you they say “oh, uubhh… victor (me) is something else” and I just couldn’t give less fucks and rushed to end the call.
That’s all for today, magical date of 12/12 oh also some other new foid added my snap but she’s MLTB and I know I’m in no position to choose I just don’t have interest in her (she obv does by how she acts in class)
Photos of how I ended the day and today’s jestermaxx.
Day in the life of a true LTN #3
I realized something today.
As I jestermaxxed so much and had a fucking blast of a time with me and my friends, I realized most of them are fucking dumbasses and weirdos. Like the same old repetitive NSFW jokes, they all try to act nonchalant and shit but they just come across as mean and ignorant and they can’t appreciate true, funny, thought of jokes they just hear “dick” and laugh. So I narrowed it down to three guys I acttualy enjoyed spending my time with and dedicated jestermaxxing to them and foids in class.
Unfortunately, as I was talking to the food that rejected me in September I talked about in the last thread, got my NT mask to slip off and told me every thing I was doing to looksmaxx and everything is stupid and fucking idiotic as I’m just ruining my health BUT SHE COULD NEVER UNDERSTAND THE FEELING OF GETTING CALLED “FATSO” ALL THE TIME OR “ELEPHANT” OR “STOP EATING ALREADY” SO SHE COULD NEVER UNDERSTAND THE FACT THAT EVERYTHING I EAT (even though I lost a huge amount of fat to starving) HAS A HUGE MENTAL WEIGHT like I hate myself for doing it.
In the evening my family wanted to go to the Christmas thing in town, since not one of my friends was around I just mewed 24/7 and fixed my posture but unfortunately the L size jacket from my dad was not doing me any justice.
After that I got a call from my mom talking about some “are you different at school and with us? I keep hearing from other mothers in the class that whenever they talk about you they say “oh, uubhh… victor (me) is something else” and I just couldn’t give less fucks and rushed to end the call.
That’s all for today, magical date of 12/12 oh also some other new foid added my snap but she’s MLTB and I know I’m in no position to choose I just don’t have interest in her (she obv does by how she acts in class)
Photos of how I ended the day and today’s jestermaxx.
