[kars]

TLDR: Broke 17 year old & panicking about not being able to afford to pin

To start this off, i'm a 17 year old and although I know that my puberty came late and my bone age is behind so I should be growing for a while, I still worry

Recently, I was considering hopping on stuff and thought it would be pretty simple, so I got bloodwork done before hand

Got told my CK (creatine kinase) levels were pretty high and that I should stop working out until my next blood test

So i've been researching and working out the costs of things so that when I get cleared I can start purchasing my stuff right?

I come to realise that there's no way I can afford both the stuff and the equipment to use it (BAC water, needles) and i'm stressing

This seems extreme considering im not subhuman but honestly I consider suicide over my face, so if I can't do this then might just give in and do it bro

 

[DNR]

TLDR: Broke 17 year old & panicking about not being able to afford to pin

To start this off, i'm a 17 year old and although I know that my puberty came late and my bone age is behind so I should be growing for a while, I still worry

Recently, I was considering hopping on stuff and thought it would be pretty simple, so I got bloodwork done before hand

Got told my CK (creatine kinase) levels were pretty high and that I should stop working out until my next blood test

So i've been researching and working out the costs of things so that when I get cleared I can start purchasing my stuff right?

I come to realise that there's no way I can afford both the stuff and the equipment to use it (BAC water, needles) and i'm stressing

This seems extreme considering im not subhuman but honestly I consider suicide over my face, so if I can't do this then might just give in and do it bro

its over

 

[vitaminD]

why not get a job

 

[ArimaWillAscend]

TLDR: Broke 17 year old & panicking about not being able to afford to pin

To start this off, i'm a 17 year old and although I know that my puberty came late and my bone age is behind so I should be growing for a while, I still worry

Recently, I was considering hopping on stuff and thought it would be pretty simple, so I got bloodwork done before hand

Got told my CK (creatine kinase) levels were pretty high and that I should stop working out until my next blood test

So i've been researching and working out the costs of things so that when I get cleared I can start purchasing my stuff right?

I come to realise that there's no way I can afford both the stuff and the equipment to use it (BAC water, needles) and i'm stressing

This seems extreme considering im not subhuman but honestly I consider suicide over my face, so if I can't do this then might just give in and do it bro

don't kill yourself before killing some foids,also its never over dude shut the fuck up u can still ascend as a subhuman like I did

 

[kars]

why not get a job

i'm looking for one but the job market sucks ass, but ngl ur right i should start looking more

 

[kars]

don't kill yourself before killing some foids,also its never over dude shut the fuck up u can still ascend as a subhuman like I did

maybe ur right ngl im doing too much

 

[ArimaWillAscend]

maybe ur right ngl im doing too much

theres many ways to ascend just do what works for you and don't let anyone fucking stop you from doing so even if you get clowned only thing that matters is feeling better about yourself

 

[kars]

theres many ways to ascend just do what works for you and don't let anyone fucking stop you from doing so even if you get clowned only thing that matters is feeling better about yourself

it feels like i look in the mirror and see flaws so much that i overlook the good things

like i think i could ascend and still see myself as a subhuman