[webs]

sorry to keep this thread going, i know its annoying but idk it js keeps getting worse even my parents treat me like shit i just dont get what i did to deserve this why am i so undeserving of real care

 

[Sali]

From a younger age i was always treated horribly, my life has been horrible for awhile and I dont understand. I was always left out and always made fun of. I was never a first choice by anyone around me and Ive felt severly depressed since i was in the 5th grade. Everyday i sit and cope saying being alone is peaceful and fun, but to be real I dont think ive been happy for a while. even after getting to MTN through all the hard work its meant nothing to me, I get treated so shit its unbeeliveble. I hate the life that i live so much. I hate being treated so shit and never givin real love from anyone, not even my parents. every girl ive been with has cheated on me and there was never a time where i felt happy. I cant even find happiness in myself because im so far gone. I just wanted one person in my life to genuinely love and care for me and that has yet to come. Im lied to by everyone i love, left behind and treated horribly. Why would i keep going with a life i dont even fucking want anymore? I dont understand why i cant just be treated like everyone else and treated with care and love. i feel so alone. I want it to end.

Average ND life. It will get better eventually, giving up is exchanging the only thing u know for uncertain. Just don't give up mate

 

[Idec]

Get back to .is boyo, so much for the human spirit

 

[webs]

Average ND life. It will get better eventually, giving up is exchanging the only thing u know for uncertain. Just don't give up mate

trying not to g, little difficult ngl

 

[webs]

Get back to .is boyo, so much for the human spirit

never been on .is never will be.