update / why ive been innactive (13 Viewers)

[Kurdish_slayer]

Been inactive because my life been shit lately

Sleep got destroyed rarely get 4h+ of sleep, mental health been at its lowest, and I got pulled into another messy situation with a foid that escalated more than it shouldve. This is the third time I end up in the same fucking place: strong early connection, intense chemistry, then emotional inconsistency, overthinking, poor sleep and just giving and giving and giving without recieving any shit back.

Different whore but same outcome. At this point it’s not bad luck, its attraction to instability. Ive realized I dont get hooked by calm or emotionally stable women. I get hooked by intensity, unpredictability, and the relief that comes when chaos temporarily stops.

That relief feels like love but It isnt. its just stress turning off for a moment. Stepping back to fix fundamentals and break this pattern before I repeat it a 4 time.
But yeah im trying my best to turn back to forum but idk nothings feels real or the same as before.

Spoiler: Church of PREET

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[Circadex]

Did you use AI for this?

 

[Perfectionist]

Been inactive because my life been shit lately

Sleep got destroyed rarely get 4h+ of sleep, mental health been at its lowest, and I got pulled into another messy situation with a foid that escalated more than it shouldve. This is the third time I end up in the same fucking place: strong early connection, intense chemistry, then emotional inconsistency, overthinking, poor sleep and just giving and giving and giving without recieving any shit back.

Different whore but same outcome. At this point it’s not bad luck, its attraction to instability. Ive realized I dont get hooked by calm or emotionally stable women. I get hooked by intensity, unpredictability, and the relief that comes when chaos temporarily stops.

That relief feels like love but It isnt. its just stress turning off for a moment. Stepping back to fix fundamentals and break this pattern before I repeat it a 4 time.
But yeah im trying my best to turn back to forum but idk nothings feels real or the same as before.

Spoiler: Church of PREET

Circadex B BastiHgH 1ncel chadpreet determinism sjzso 6zrir6a @certified_LTN ilikemylittlesister highinhibmanlet GENESIS D Dizzle kanyewestlover66 FaZe_Kjetil00 VelocityAnt¹ sensitive sapphire justnemat @nonexistent. Daniel zacks Daquavius the third Kakashi69 Judenbänker matoid

Don't worry bhai, take a break if you have to

 

[Perfectionist]

Don't worry bhai, take a break if you have to

Mental health is one of if not the most important thing required to be a "happy" person,so taking a break, and visiting the mountains can help with your life

 

[Perfectionist]

Mental health is one of if not the most important thing required to be a "happy" person,so taking a break, and visiting the mountains can help with your life

Felt like Sean o pry typing this shit

 

[sensitive sapphire]

glad to know you are better,i hope you are on that stage that you dgaf about her becuz honestly fuck her and the ones before her.you deserve so much better bhai,take a break from dating imo.lly so much hope things get better and you get to sleep more

 

[Perfectionist]

glad to know you are better,i hope you are on that stage that you dgaf about her becuz honestly fuck her and the ones before her.you deserve so much better bhai,take a break from dating imo.lly so much hope things get better and you get to sleep more

Give him a kiss to make him feel better dood

 

[Kurdish_slayer]

Did you use AI for this?

ye, needed it to rewrite bcs my grammar is bad

 

[Circadex]

Felt like Sean o pry typing this shit

Blatantly wrong though. The key to happiness is caffine

 

[sensitive sapphire]

Give him a kiss to make him feel better dood

if he didnt live in another country i would

 

[Perfectionist]

Blatantly wrong though. The key to happiness is caffine

That as well

 

[Kurdish_slayer]

Mental health is one of if not the most important thing required to be a "happy" person,so taking a break, and visiting the mountains can help with your life

ye i get ur point

Felt like Sean o pry typing this shit

lol

 

[Perfectionist]

if he didnt live in another country i would

We all would've kissed each other tbh, if we lived in the same country

 

[Circadex]

ye, needed it to rewrite bcs my grammar is bad

The Esl fags are evolving...
Anyways brutal thread, "stay strong blah blah", just take drugs and power through it. Everything else is is cope, good luck

 

[Kurdish_slayer]

glad to know you are better,i hope you are on that stage that you dgaf about her becuz honestly fuck her and the ones before her.you deserve so much better bhai,take a break from dating imo.lly so much hope things get better and you get to sleep more

took a one year break from dating bro

 

[Kurdish_slayer]

Blatantly wrong though. The key to happiness is caffine

im dealing with anxiety too so no it isnt

 

[Kurdish_slayer]

if he didnt live in another country i would

i luuuuuv u

 

[Circadex]

im dealing with anxiety too so no it isnt

Vodka

 

[sensitive sapphire]

The Esl fags are evolving...
Anyways brutal thread, "stay strong blah blah", just take drugs and power through it. Everything else is is cope, good luck

this nigga is so cranky lately

 

[Kurdish_slayer]

The Esl fags are evolving...
Anyways brutal thread, "stay strong blah blah", just take drugs and power through it. Everything else is is cope, good luck

understood papi

 

[Kurdish_slayer]

Vodka

ye let me just drink in school

 

[Perfectionist]

The Esl fags are evolving...
Anyways brutal thread, "stay strong blah blah", just take drugs and power through it. Everything else is is cope, good luck

 

[Circadex]

this nigga is so cranky lately

Opposite
Im wired currently & realist. Anyways, SSRIs are probably the only valid solution

 

[Perfectionist]

Opposite
Im wired currently & realist. Anyways, SSRIs is probably the only valid solution

Sigma

 

[Razi]

Cool story