https://************/threads/my-message-to-this-forum-life-update-contemplating-my-life-mental-health-and-taking-the-whitepill-my-first-and-last-high-effort-thread.1115472/
if you haven’t seen already (do not open if dnrdcel)
gonna keep this short and simple
im glad to be back
body dysmorphia had lessened and don’t feel as effected by lookism anymore but as a result let myself go, gym was also mainly a reason so stopped going helped
in return i now have bpd will make a separate thread how this effects me in a future thread
i finally am in a loving relationship after 19 years (got a body count of now 3)
now currently going through therapy after all these months (nhs waiting lists are insane)
have gotten 3 tattoos this year next week will have 4
that’s all there is, missing my boy greycel over on .org no idea why hes still there, but this place seems really good and looks like it has less toxicity, i always tried my best to help others with advice over on .org so ill be a friendly respectful user here if im treated with respect back ofc,
its so fkin good to be back.
ps: don’t use elysian fields, it’s a shit forum, gooner pedophiles use that forum and the owner tabula rasa enables it
if you haven’t seen already (do not open if dnrdcel)
gonna keep this short and simple
im glad to be back
body dysmorphia had lessened and don’t feel as effected by lookism anymore but as a result let myself go, gym was also mainly a reason so stopped going helped
in return i now have bpd will make a separate thread how this effects me in a future thread
i finally am in a loving relationship after 19 years (got a body count of now 3)
now currently going through therapy after all these months (nhs waiting lists are insane)
have gotten 3 tattoos this year next week will have 4
that’s all there is, missing my boy greycel over on .org no idea why hes still there, but this place seems really good and looks like it has less toxicity, i always tried my best to help others with advice over on .org so ill be a friendly respectful user here if im treated with respect back ofc,
its so fkin good to be back.
ps: don’t use elysian fields, it’s a shit forum, gooner pedophiles use that forum and the owner tabula rasa enables it
