I have never wanted to kill someone more in my life. These past couple of days i have felt like shit looked like shit and its been bugging me. So last night i was talking to my friend and they said something i did not like and it was only little but i got so mad and just kept getting angry. They thought i was joking so i just played it off as a joke. But after a while the anger just kept coming back. I did not wanna ruin our friendship over me being mad at nothing so i just said bye and left the call. Its so stupid but i feel the need to blame everyone for my problems. I feel like this like 6 times a year for like 4-5 days but every time it gets worse. Does anyone feel the same? I really am scared to die but i just cant live. It sucks it just gets worse and worse and feels like its a loop but the loop is forcing me to end it. I feel like this post is going to get hate so this is probably going to be my last post.
Bye bye for now.
Bye bye for now.
