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I'm so fucked. I'm 21 and up until a week ago or so ago I was a troon. I've become a christian recently and finally stopped ignoring how disgusting what ive been doing is and im trying to accept reality. Any advice anyone has on ascending from this kind of position is desperately needed. I've fucked myself up sm, ive been doing this since I was 17, I've got D cups and a fake vagina. What do i even do?
 
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Better luck next time
 

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I'm so fucked. I'm 21 and up until a week ago or so ago I was a troon. I've become a christian recently and finally stopped ignoring how disgusting what ive been doing is and im trying to accept reality. Any advice anyone has on ascending from this kind of position is desperately needed. I've fucked myself up sm, ive been doing this since I was 17, I've got D cups and a fake vagina. What do i even do?
« la patience » brother
 
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I'm so fucked. I'm 21 and up until a week ago or so ago I was a troon. I've become a christian recently and finally stopped ignoring how disgusting what ive been doing is and im trying to accept reality. Any advice anyone has on ascending from this kind of position is desperately needed. I've fucked myself up sm, ive been doing this since I was 17, I've got D cups and a fake vagina. What do i even do?
 

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BLAST TREN NIGGA
 

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BLAST TREN NIGGA
is that not just gonna make me look worse? like i say I have tits, I look like a woman, im gonna end up looking like a tranny going the other way. fml
 

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is that not just gonna make me look worse? like i say I have tits, I look like a woman, im gonna end up looking like a tranny going the other way. fml
nah it should masculinise you in terms of facial hair and soft tissue, also get surgery at some point
 

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troon means trans right?
 

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nah it should masculinise you in terms of facial hair and soft tissue, also get surgery at some point
I guess so. Surgery isn't possible for a long time. I spent all mine and my parents money on tranny surgery
 

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nothing you did was disgusting, religion is cope. if u truely felt like a women and still do, u shouldnt change urself
 
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is that not just gonna make me look worse? like i say I have tits, I look like a woman, im gonna end up looking like a tranny going the other way. fml
I guess so. Surgery isn't possible for a long time. I spent all mine and my parents money on tranny surgery
ATP just embrace it there’s not really anything you can do
 

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nothing you did was disgusting, religion is cope. if u truely felt like a women and still do, u shouldnt change urself
you can’t deny your true nature, you cannot live a lie
 

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you can’t deny your true nature, you cannot live a lie
if they believe they are a women and they do the surgeries to become a women, they are a women
 

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nothing you did was disgusting, religion is cope. if u truely felt like a women and still do, u shouldnt change urself
I wish I could live like this. I'm sm happier than before but I also know it's sinful and wrong and I hate myself for wanting to be this way. I need to face reality. I'm a man and ill never be what I want to be. Even if I look like a woman Im just a man tricking everyone and sinning the whole time. If i can't turn away from this im jsut a hellbound reprobate. Besides I already broke up with my boyfriend over this
 
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I'm so fucked. I'm 21 and up until a week ago or so ago I was a troon. I've become a christian recently and finally stopped ignoring how disgusting what ive been doing is and im trying to accept reality. Any advice anyone has on ascending from this kind of position is desperately needed. I've fucked myself up sm, ive been doing this since I was 17, I've got D cups and a fake vagina. What do i even do?
im sorry
 

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I wish I could live like this. I'm sm happier than before but I also know it's sinful and wrong and I hate myself for wanting to be this way. I need to face reality. I'm a man and ill never be what I want to be. Even if I look like a woman Im just a man tricking everyone and sinning the whole time. If i can't turn away from this im jsut a hellbound reprobate. Besides I already broke up with my boyfriend over this
God isn’t real bro live your life happy instead of suffering over bs
 

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MtF to FtM ahh

will need some surgeries to get some of them "feminine" features off(boobs and such), also ig you don't have balls so you'll need TRT for life, in ur case you could even get ur prescribed. Add in some roids and allat of waiting. Wouldn't be so crazy to say that you'll need like at least a year or two of cycles to look somewhat male again.
 

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if they believe they are a women and they do the surgeries to become a women, they are a women
they’re just not thoigh really, i’m not saying that to hurt feelings but men and women are so incredibly different. the way you look can’t make you a woman
 
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can you get it back?
i could get the same surgery that ftm trans people get but its kind of hard and i dont even know if it would work on a fake vagina like mine. Also they have to take skin of the forearm which sounds kind of awful to me
 

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they’re just not thoigh really, i’m not saying that to hurt feelings but men and women are so incredibly different. the way you look can’t make you a woman
i wish it could but youre right. Im just a delusional freak
 

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they’re just not thoigh really, i’m not saying that to hurt feelings but men and women are so incredibly different. the way you look can’t make you a woman
if not how they feel and not how they look dosent make them a women than what doas?
 

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i wish it could but youre right. Im just a delusional freak
i’m sorry but it’s the truth, don’t feel bad about yourself though , you’re not a freak. always have a positive attitude
 
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I'm so fucked. I'm 21 and up until a week ago or so ago I was a troon. I've become a christian recently and finally stopped ignoring how disgusting what ive been doing is and im trying to accept reality. Any advice anyone has on ascending from this kind of position is desperately needed. I've fucked myself up sm, ive been doing this since I was 17, I've got D cups and a fake vagina. What do i even do?
can I see what it looks like? I’ve never seen a fake trans vagina.

And my advice would be to obviously get rid of the vagina if possible. Assuming from the reaction of the people in the replies getting your dick back isnt possible. You can either accept your current state and that you won’t be able to have kids. Or you can atleast try to get into a relationship with a woman who doesn’t want kids because it’s pretty common.
 
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they’re just not thoigh really, i’m not saying that to hurt feelings but men and women are so incredibly different. the way you look can’t make you a woman
I agree to an extent but if they want to appear as a woman and live like one let them they already got surgery and shit there’s no going back plus this persons major reason seems to be religion which is nonsense it Dosent matter if they want to present themselves as a certain way of it makes them feel fulfilled and comfortable
 

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waht if god is real though and i go to hell
the bible doesn’t say it’s bad to be trans,
hermaphrodites are associated with demons though like baphomet
 
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I agree to an extent but if they want to appear as a woman and live like one let them they already got surgery and shit there’s no going back plus this persons major reason seems to be religion which is nonsense it Dosent matter if they want to present themselves as a certain way of it makes them feel fulfilled and comfortable
how is religion nonsense?
 

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waht if god is real though and i go to hell
which god? there are more then 50 of them according to diff religion, how do u know u picked the right one? before you make any decisions u should see what u believe in and what gender do u feel and think u are
 
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I agree to an extent but if they want to appear as a woman and live like one let them they already got surgery and shit there’s no going back plus this persons major reason seems to be religion which is nonsense it Dosent matter if they want to present themselves as a certain way of it makes them feel fulfilled and comfortable
most people that are mtf are autogynefiles and enjoy looking like a woman rather than thinking they are a woman
 
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