Over Ex troon, desperately need help (2 Viewers)

[paracelsus]

you're the one supporting jewish ideology

fr

 

[SinisterTRADition]

most people that are mtf are autogynefiles and enjoy looking like a woman rather than thinking they are a woman

Either way this nigga might as well live his life however he wants

 

[paracelsus]

when they biologically change themself to become an another gender, they are that gender

okay so they change their psyche and anima to an animus right? it’s also neuropsychology not just the way you look

 

[xtchud]

can I see what it looks like? I’ve never seen a fake trans vagina.

And my advice would be to obviously get rid of the vagina if possible. Assuming from the reaction of the people in the replies getting your dick back isnt possible. You can either accept your current state and that you won’t be able to have kids. Or you can atleast try to get into a relationship with a woman who doesn’t want kids because it’s pretty common.

id rather not srry. I dont like women either so i wouldnt get into a relationship with one and obviously i cant date a man thats sinful too. I broke up with my bf because of my conversion. I guess my plan is to live like a monk or something idk

 

[uttertotal]

I'm so fucked. I'm 21 and up until a week ago or so ago I was a troon. I've become a christian recently and finally stopped ignoring how disgusting what ive been doing is and im trying to accept reality. Any advice anyone has on ascending from this kind of position is desperately needed. I've fucked myself up sm, ive been doing this since I was 17, I've got D cups and a fake vagina. What do i even do?

yeah its over bro
idk what to say but ill try
maybe stop beating yourself up by being a christian and actually start reflecting on your beliefs with a non-pozzed therapist or find someone in your life you can talk to and trust.
stop consuming porn, but since your a troon, its pretty embedded in your mind so its going to be a fucking long time before you get to be mentally sane again.
so get off the internet, like sell your computer and phone type shit, start going to the gym, and find a fulfilling hobby and stick to that for like a couple years like a monk.
get rid of the fake vagina and tits (or the closest you can), start trt, and find a mentor or find a couple of real life friends.

tl;dr: lock the fuck in now

 

[VelocityAnt]

nigga

While we're at it, did ur surgeon did you good on the MtF transition? Like what actractiveness "rank" did u have before and after?

 

[Foidslayergoymaster]

Either way this nigga might as well live his life however he wants

which religion started the lgbtq movement and pushes it on minors like xtchud??

 

[paracelsus]

Either way this nigga might as well live his life however he wants

yeah, it will just be difficult living if you’re having to lie to yourself. it’s like trying to convince yourself you’re not jealous of someone, eventually it will lead to hatred

 

[xtchud]

which god? there are more then 50 of them according to diff religion, how do u know u picked the right one? before you make any decisions u should see what u believe in and what gender do u feel and think u are

i guess youre right but all the people arounbd me seem to think this god is true

 

[xtchud]

While we're at it, did ur surgeon did you good on the MtF transition? Like what actractiveness "rank" did u have before and after?

i was like a 4/10 guy and im like a 6 out of ten woman maybe. im a little overweight and could probably be higher on the female scale if i lost some weight

 

[Foidslayergoymaster]

i guess youre right but all the people arounbd me seem to think this god is true

they are right

 

[Foidslayergoymaster]

which religion started the lgbtq movement and pushes it on minors like xtchud??

@SinisterTRADition

 

[SinisterTRADition]

yeah, it will just be difficult living if you’re having to lie to yourself. it’s like trying to convince yourself you’re not jealous of someone, eventually it will lead to hatred

I agree bro but this dudes pretty far gone so bro should just enjoy his life

 

[sensitive sapphire]

id rather not srry. I dont like women either so i wouldnt get into a relationship with one and obviously i cant date a man thats sinful too. I broke up with my bf because of my conversion. I guess my plan is to live like a monk or something idk

you are getting bombarded with different opinions form people u dont even know. take ur time and see what u believe in and what gender do u think u are and should be. dont listen to some strangers and some old books, make your own decisions. good luck

 

[Foidslayergoymaster]

you are getting bombarded with different opinions form people u dont even know. take ur time and see what u believe in and what gender do u think u are and should be. dont listen to some strangers and soem old books, make your own decisions. good luck

jew

 

[xtchud]

yeah its over bro
idk what to say but ill try
maybe stop beating yourself up by being a christian and actually start reflecting on your beliefs with a therapist or find someone in your life you can talk to and trust.
stop consuming porn, but since your a troon, its pretty embedded in your mind so its going to be a fucking long time before you get to be mentally sane again.
so get off the internet, like sell your computer and phone type shit, start going to the gym, and find a fulfilling hobby and stick to that for like a couple years like a monk.
get rid of the fake vagina and tits (or the closest you can), start trt, and find a mentor or find a couple of real life friends.

tl;dr: lock the fuck in now

i dont watch porn. I tried it once when i was a horny teenager and didnt like it. I'm not a troon anymore, Im giving it up. I cant rlly sell my computer, im a programmer id be out of a job

 

[xtchud]

you are getting bombarded with different opinions form people u dont even know. take ur time and see what u believe in and what gender do u think u are and should be. dont listen to some strangers and soem old books, make your own decisions. good luck

thanks, il ltry and have a think about it

 

[uttertotal]

i dont watch porn. I tried it once when i was a horny teenager and didnt like it. I'm not a troon anymore, Im giving it up. I cant rlly sell my computer, im a programmer id be out of a job

are you apart of any communities that enforce your behavior?

 

[xtchud]

which religion started the lgbtq movement and pushes it on minors like xtchud??

no-one pushed it on me, i did this to myself. i have some kind of sickness in my head that makes me want to be a woman

 

[sensitive sapphire]

jew

@xtchud this and his id tells u all u need to know about this dumbass. if u ever need to vent im here for u with no judgement and no dismissing your experiences

 

[SinisterTRADition]

@SinisterTRADition

Nigga I never said I supported it there’s no point in suffering even more though over some bs

 

[uttertotal]

no-one pushed it on me, i did this to myself. i have some kind of sickness in my head that makes me want to be a woman

yeah you gotta get therapy then

 

[xtchud]

are you apart of any communities that enforce your behavior?

I mean most people I know dont know im a troon except my now ex bf but the people I interact with are pretty trans positive and will obviously find out when i tell them im detrooning

 

[xtchud]

@xtchud this and his id tells u all u need to know about this dumbass. if u ever need to vent im here for u with no judgement and no dismissing your experiences

thanks, thats rlly nice of you

 

[uttertotal]

I mean most people I know dont know im a troon except my now ex bf but the people I interact with are pretty trans positive and will obviously find out when i tell them im detrooning

are these people that you interact with online or offline?

 

[xtchud]

yeah you gotta get therapy then

ive accepted that im kind of just fucked in the head. ive done therapy, ive tried ridding myself of these kind of thoughts. it doesnt work. I just need to align myself with god more and live like a monk

 

[Foidslayergoymaster]

thanks, thats rlly nice of you

when did I judge anybody??

 

[xtchud]

are these people that you interact with online or offline?

offline

 

[the wizard]

I'm so fucked. I'm 21 and up until a week ago or so ago I was a troon. I've become a christian recently and finally stopped ignoring how disgusting what ive been doing is and im trying to accept reality. Any advice anyone has on ascending from this kind of position is desperately needed. I've fucked myself up sm, ive been doing this since I was 17, I've got D cups and a fake vagina. What do i even do?

let the whole forum fuck?

 

[uttertotal]

ive accepted that im kind of just fucked in the head. ive done therapy, ive tried ridding myself of these kind of thoughts. it doesnt work. I just need to align myself with god more and live like a monk

idk then nigga
if you cant manage to want to help yourself i see it as kinda over
get surgeries to get rid of the neovagina
then go live like a monk or something
i feel like your kinda beating yourself up with christanity though, nothing against it

 

[xtchud]

let the whole forum fuck?

thatd be sinful

 

[the wizard]

thatd be sinful

christian for a week, nigga ain’t even cracked open a bible talking abt sinful

 

[xtchud]

idk then nigga
if you cant manage to want to help yourself i see it as kinda over
get surgeries to get rid of the neovagina
then go live like a monk or something
i feel like your kinda beating yourself up with christanity though, nothing against it

i mean i want to get better i just dont think therapy is gonna help. its too deep-rooted for talking to get it out, maybe some kind of drug or a lobotomy would fix me idk

 

[Foidslayergoymaster]

christian for a week, nigga ain’t even cracked open a bible talking abt sinful

it does not matter how long you have been christian

 

[xtchud]

christian for a week, nigga ain’t even cracked open a bible talking abt sinful

my pastor said i had to break up with my bf and i know enough to know a man being with a man is sinful even if i havent finished the whole thing yet

 

[the wizard]

it does not matter how long you have been christian

yes, i don’t believe in religion, but i think it is bandwagon esque behavior

 

[uttertotal]

i mean i want to get better i just dont think therapy is gonna help. its too deep-rooted for talking to get it out, maybe some kind of drug or a lobotomy would fix me idk

i guess you could nuke your mind with dmt and tribal psychedelics on some joe rogan shit but idk how that would turn out for you bro

 

[xtchud]

yes, i don’t believe in religion, but i think it is bandwagon esque behavior

wdym

 

[xtchud]

i guess you could nuke your mind with dmt and tribal psychedelics on some joe rogan shit but idk how that would turn out for you bro

not a bad idea. I need to stop drinking and try other things

 

[xtchud]

not a bad idea. I need to stop drinking and try other things

unless thats sinful, ill ask my pastor

 

[the wizard]

my pastor said i had to break up with my bf and i know enough to know a man being with a man is sinful even if i havent finished the whole thing yet

religion is a population control vector meant to get large groups of people to function in a society. why are u turning to it now?

 

[Foidslayergoymaster]

yes, i don’t believe in religion, but i think it is bandwagon esque behavior

religion is a population control vector meant to get large groups of people to function in a society. why are u turning to it now?

because he found the truth

 

[the wizard]

unless thats sinful, ill ask my pastor

dickriding ur pastor

 

[the wizard]

because he found the truth

religion and truth gimmick in the second millennium of Annos domini

 

[xtchud]

religion is a population control vector meant to get large groups of people to function in a society. why are u turning to it now?

my family were ok with me being a tranny but rlly wanted me to go to church and i rlly liked it there and eventually my pastor took me aside and had a talk to me about it while my parents werent there and since then ive been having nightmares about hell

 

[xtchud]

dickriding ur pastor

hes a rlly nice guy, hes helping me despite all that ive done

 

[uttertotal]

my family were ok with me being a tranny but rlly wanted me to go to church and i rlly liked it there and eventually my pastor took me aside and had a talk to me about it while my parents werent there and since then ive been having nightmares about hell

yeah this niggas mentally ill

 

[the wizard]

my family were ok with me being a tranny but rlly wanted me to go to church and i rlly liked it there and eventually my pastor took me aside and had a talk to me about it while my parents werent there and since then ive been having nightmares about hell

bro, i don’t have an opinion on religion, but goddamn ur falling for the bait

hes a rlly nice guy, hes helping me despite all that ive done

zip it up when ur done

 

[SinisterTRADition]

religion and truth gimmick in the second millennium of Annos domini

boi what u say me and da goys know its true

 

[xtchud]

yeah this niggas mentally ill

yeah i know