gcse (6 Viewers)

[yvllord]

so im currently meant to be doing my gcses (if you dont live in the uk gcse are exams british students take at 15-16 in multiple subjects, and the grades matter for college and jobs) but due to lack of education withdrawing from school im unable to do them.

i left school for good around nearly 3 years ago now (year 9) and have not received assistance regarding education, a plan or anything and i have goals in life but cant help but think im cooked. obviously being out of education does not determine my capability but theres more to it than that.

i dont wanna be a bum, but i have no motivation and cannot break my current cycle of living the same day daily (staying up all night, sleeping all day, then spend the time im awake abusing different substances bedrotting) even if i could, i have no idea what im even meant to be learning in regards to my gcses. but that doesnt matter as i am unable to do them anyway. i really wanted to do them i just wanted to achieve something and i had faith in myself and wanted to become better, but i kept procrastinating. i cant fully blame myself tho as people had opportunities to get me some form of education, so i blame my mother.

anyway thats kind of off topic so i will get to my point, i want to emigrate as soon as possible. the goal is 18 but may be unrealistic due to circumstances. how could i rebuild my intelligence i was praised for as a child that i wasted for short term enjoyment as a teenager? what could i do to achieve my goals is it too late? realistically id like to go to uni somewhere else, but i dont even know where to begin. i will obviously have to take my gcses at some point but im so stuck and theres quite literally not much i can do. if i want to get somewhere in the future realistically i need to make a change now.

 

[mod]

NO it's not late studying wont do anything either
my method of passing exams is listening thoroughly always asking questions laugh and chill, dont stress, the more you stress the more you forget the lesson your teacher teach

 

[humble_brit_volcel]

so im currently meant to be doing my gcses (if you dont live in the uk gcse are exams british students take at 15-16 in multiple subjects, and the grades matter for college and jobs) but due to lack of education withdrawing from school im unable to do them.

i left school for good around nearly 3 years ago now (year 9) and have not received assistance regarding education, a plan or anything and i have goals in life but cant help but think im cooked. obviously being out of education does not determine my capability but theres more to it than that.

i dont wanna be a bum, but i have no motivation and cannot break my current cycle of living the same day daily (staying up all night, sleeping all day, then spend the time im awake abusing different substances bedrotting) even if i could, i have no idea what im even meant to be learning in regards to my gcses. but that doesnt matter as i am unable to do them anyway. i really wanted to do them i just wanted to achieve something and i had faith in myself and wanted to become better, but i kept procrastinating. i cant fully blame myself tho as people had opportunities to get me some form of education, so i blame my mother.

anyway thats kind of off topic so i will get to my point, i want to emigrate as soon as possible. the goal is 18 but may be unrealistic due to circumstances. how could i rebuild my intelligence i was praised for as a child that i wasted for short term enjoyment as a teenager? what could i do to achieve my goals is it too late? realistically id like to go to uni somewhere else, but i dont even know where to begin. i will obviously have to take my gcses at some point but im so stuck and theres quite literally not much i can do. if i want to get somewhere in the future realistically i need to make a change now.

this wouldnt of happened if you didnt name yourself yvllord

 

[yvllord]

this wouldnt of happened if you didnt name yourself yvllord

man u right

 

[i_blame_oxytocin]

dude im still in year 10 so the test aren't hard enough to the point were i need to study to get b's and higher im not looking forward to college and uni were thats needed for just passing marks bro

 

[humble_brit_volcel]

dude im still in year 10 so the test aren't hard enough to the point were i need to study to get b's and higher im not looking forward to college and uni were thats needed for just passing marks bro

im scared of coollegec

 

[humble_brit_volcel]

dude im still in year 10 so the test aren't hard enough to the point were i need to study to get b's and higher im not looking forward to college and uni were thats needed for just passing marks bro

 

[i_blame_oxytocin]

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nigga we both live is tassie

 

[yvllord]

dude im still in year 10 so the test aren't hard enough to the point were i need to study to get b's and higher im not looking forward to college and uni were thats needed for just passing marks bro

nigga wtf do u even learn in year 10

 

[humble_brit_volcel]

nigga wtf do u even learn in year 10

mice of men

 

[i_blame_oxytocin]

nigga wtf do u even learn in year 10

so far just repeating stuff from last year

 

[yvllord]

mice of men

damn idk what that is

 

[i_blame_oxytocin]

damn idk what that is

its a book retard

 

[yvllord]

its a book retard

oh well my apologies

 

[Razi]

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I liked it better when you were inactive

 

[mod]

I liked it better when you were inactive

just ping laugh

 

[i_blame_oxytocin]

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just lost my respect for you

 

[mod]

just lost my respect for you

yo mb i just saw that one pic, im going to delete it now

 

[i_blame_oxytocin]

dude i miss humble_brit_volcel all ready why does that guy have such a bad sleep pattern

 

[mod]

dude i miss humble_brit_volcel all ready why does that guy have such a bad sleep pattern

what do you even mean by "pattern"

 

[i_blame_oxytocin]

what do you even mean by "patterns"

im fucking retarded and don't know how to spell schedule and wrote pattern instead because it was to hard

 

[mod]

im fucking retarded and don't know how to spell schedule and wrote pattern instead because it was to hard

relatable

 

[Razi]

dude i miss humble_brit_volcel all ready why does that guy have such a bad sleep pattern

He just went to sleep bruh

 

[i_blame_oxytocin]

relatable

dude auto correct does fuck all that shit gives me the wrong words half the time

 

[i_blame_oxytocin]

He just went to sleep bruh

i miss him

 

[mod]

dude auto correct does fuck all that shit gives me the wrong words half the time

why is this so relatable, well i turned off mine becuase it's very annoying

 

[i_blame_oxytocin]

why is this so relatable, well i turned off mine becuase it's very annoying

im on pc so its just red underlines doesn't bother me too much

 

[mod]

im on pc so its just red underlines doesn't bother me too much

oh that's why you cant spell schedule

 

[i_blame_oxytocin]

oh that's why you cant spell schedule

yes

 

[mod]

yes

question, how did you get blue name so fast?

 

[i_blame_oxytocin]

oh that's why you cant spell schedule

i have dyslexia too which doesn't help

 

[i_blame_oxytocin]

question, how did you get blue name so fast?

i rotted hard
lowk just because i would talk to people a lot

 

[mod]

i rotted hard
lowk just because i would talk to people a lot

oh dang, how do you make your muscle pop more like making it more visible

 

[i_blame_oxytocin]

oh dang, how do you make your muscle pop more like making it more visible

getting big and then getting lean after

 

[mod]

getting big and then getting lean after

aw men, i cant do that

 

[i_blame_oxytocin]

oh dang, how do you make your muscle pop more like making it more visible

tho i think i might have good genetics for my physique idrk

 

[mod]

tho i think i might have good genetics for my physique idrk

damn i saw one of your pics nigga your jacked as fuck that aint no genetic, did you use steroids?

 

[i_blame_oxytocin]

aw men, i cant do that

getting big tanked my looked so hard bro i was so fat at my strongest

 

[i_blame_oxytocin]

damn i saw one of your pics nigga your jacked as fuck that aint no genetic, did you use steroids?

no not yet i will be in the next couple of years most likely
anyway i have to go have dinner see ya

 

[mod]

getting big tanked my looked so hard bro i was so fat at my strongest

so being fat is more easier to get jacked?

 

[mod]

no not yet i will be in the next couple of years most likely
anyway i have to go have dinner see ya

aight byee

 

[i_blame_oxytocin]

so being fat is more easier to get jacked?

imo yes
better revory

 

[i_blame_oxytocin]

so being fat is more easier to get jacked?

imo yes
better recovery better leverage more energy
all bro science tho

 

[i_blame_oxytocin]

imo yes
better revory

fuck my laptop ass shit sent mid message

 

[Amygdala]

i havent revised in nearly 2 months, my gcses start next week and theres no point of stressing. i got 5-7s in my most recent mocks with barely any revision.