Venting I hate my life but I dont want anything to change (1 Viewer)

[Jaro]

I am very depressed but i find weird comfort in it. There some thing i would change but its mainly just little things. I think a lot of the sadness and emptiness comes from my routine I sleep 3h drink a monster before school, dont do shit in school, have 2 monsters after school and hit the gym with my friends and after scroll tiktok for 8h. It all feels repetitive but also calming. Sometimes i wish i had a girlfriend but i dont think i would be able to keep a relationship for more than a week. Only time I genuinely feel happy is when im dreaming or deep into daydreaming .

 

[Kurdish_slayer]

I am very depressed but i find weird comfort in it. There some thing i would change but its mainly just little things. I think a lot of the sadness and emptiness comes from my routine I sleep 3h drink a monster before school, dont do shit in school, have 2 monsters after school and hit the gym with my friends and after scroll tiktok for 8h. It all feels repetitive but also calming. Sometimes i wish i had a girlfriend but i dont think i would be able to keep a relationship for more than a week. Only time I genuinely feel happy is when im dreaming or deep into daydreaming .

same guy that acts tuff and calling me faggot lol

 

[Onodera]

ok bro

 

[Jaro]

same guy that acts tuff and calling me faggot lol

My bad i love you baby hope we can squash the beef

 

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cringe

 

[Jaro]

cringe

Mb i will be more jolly next time

 

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Mb i will be more jolly next time

ye just fish for compliemtns online thats my cope

 

[Jaro]

ye just fish for compliemtns online thats my cope

My eye area is too shit to do that

 

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My eye area is too shit to do that

sunglasses

 

[Circadex]

Probably because you're a attention seeking faggot and enjoy broadcasting your "miserable life" to everyone possible

 

[chromium]

I am very depressed but i find weird comfort in it. There some thing i would change but its mainly just little things. I think a lot of the sadness and emptiness comes from my routine I sleep 3h drink a monster before school, dont do shit in school, have 2 monsters after school and hit the gym with my friends and after scroll tiktok for 8h. It all feels repetitive but also calming. Sometimes i wish i had a girlfriend but i dont think i would be able to keep a relationship for more than a week. Only time I genuinely feel happy is when im dreaming or deep into daydreaming .

beat ur meat

 

[Jaro]

Probably because you're a attention seeking faggot and enjoy broadcasting your "miserable life" to everyone possible

I only post about my life on this forum nigga

 

[Circadex]

I only post about my life on this forum nigga

Does that make my point invalid

 

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I only post about my life on this forum nigga

good reason to leave

 

[Circadex]

good reason to leave

Stop sharing my opinions faggot, it's disrespectful to me

 

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Stop sharing my opinions faggot, it's disrespectful to me

“I’ve come to understand something beautiful, Batman. Strip away the rules, the gadgets, the lies… and there’s no difference between us at all.”

 

[Lubluen]

I am very depressed but i find weird comfort in it. There some thing i would change but its mainly just little things. I think a lot of the sadness and emptiness comes from my routine I sleep 3h drink a monster before school, dont do shit in school, have 2 monsters after school and hit the gym with my friends and after scroll tiktok for 8h. It all feels repetitive but also calming. Sometimes i wish i had a girlfriend but i dont think i would be able to keep a relationship for more than a week. Only time I genuinely feel happy is when im dreaming or deep into daydreaming .

Well,I’m going through something similar,however,I’m trying to get out of this cycle, I’m not comfortable with change either,seems like we’re soo used to living a depressing life to where a happy and functional life feels weird and out of the ordinary for us. Remember though,the only one who can save you is yourself,to do this you need to put yourself first and change your outlook on life,accept that change is ok. Change is good. Progressing into someone better is good.

 

[eccentric]

I am very depressed but i find weird comfort in it. There some thing i would change but its mainly just little things. I think a lot of the sadness and emptiness comes from my routine I sleep 3h drink a monster before school, dont do shit in school, have 2 monsters after school and hit the gym with my friends and after scroll tiktok for 8h. It all feels repetitive but also calming. Sometimes i wish i had a girlfriend but i dont think i would be able to keep a relationship for more than a week. Only time I genuinely feel happy is when im dreaming or deep into daydreaming .

daydreaming is my life

 

[johnvee84]

Well if you have something that resembles a life while going to school you're doing better than most of the people I grew up with, the people I associated with in school would go home everyday and just rot playing video games, thats still all I do, but I've hit a low point in life recently becoming NEET and enjoying just rotting playing computer games and getting fat, one day the switch will flip and I'll lose the weight and get in shape then hunt for a partner again.