SuicideFuel I just had the most heartbreaking day ever (2 Viewers)

[True Teen Project]

I was at school and I saw The girl I like since a year and so I tried so many times to go say hi but my social anxiety doesn’t allow me to I am so awkward that I would never have a relationship and I was near her many times and I tried to gather my confidence to say hi but I had a panic attack and never said hi she glanced at me and I stared at her across the hallway and I just couldn’t bring myself to say hi to I went home feeling shitty and then I started having a breakdown and cried because I’m not goodlooking like other people my age and she’s so beautiful I cried to the thought of being alone till my death and I cried so much to the point I stopped crying and was silently staring at the walls in my room and I wanted to be better and handsome like people I see online so I went in the bathroom and bonesmashed to the point I had bruises and small bleeding spots now im in my room thinking about how to be her type because Theres genuinely no way she’ll like someone like me

God when will this end

 

[susborgerwaffen✝️🇻🇦]

Do u know anyone who’s friends with her I tried telling one of her friends since I’m too high inhib to ask her out but it turned out she had a bf

 

[True Teen Project]

her whole friend group knows about me

 

[susborgerwaffen✝️🇻🇦]

her whole friend group knows about me

So ask them

 

[True Teen Project]

I aleardy know everything

She has a relationship which is going into ruins she wants to break up with her partner since her relationship is very toxic

 

[susborgerwaffen✝️🇻🇦]

I aleardy know everything

She has a relationship which is going into ruins she wants to break up with her partner since her relationship is very toxic

Nigga I’m saying to ask her friends what she thinks of u

 

[True Teen Project]

Ouuuuuu shittttt

dont need to she told me once to not make hopes that Il ever be with her

 

[susborgerwaffen✝️🇻🇦]

Ouuuuuu shittttt

dont need to she told me once to not make hopes that Il ever be with her

If she said that to u I would just quit

 

[True Teen Project]

 

[True Teen Project]

If she said that to u I would just quit

Theres hope tho

 

[susborgerwaffen✝️🇻🇦]

Theres hope tho

Bro what hope she said she dosent want u

 

[True Teen Project]

Well not exactly

You see she said that when she started her relationship

 

[susborgerwaffen✝️🇻🇦]

Then ask her again ????? Also rep me back

 

[True Teen Project]

The good thing is that the girl realized on her own that her relationship was making her unhappy and that her partner was treating her badly and since they stopped talking she seems a lot happier and calmer and talks to me more

Online obviously id never have the confidence to talk to her irl

 

[True Teen Project]

Then ask her again ????? Also rep me back

Shiiii how do I rep

 

[susborgerwaffen✝️🇻🇦]

The good thing is that the girl realized on her own that her relationship was making her unhappy and that her partner was treating her badly and since they stopped talking she seems a lot happier and calmer and talks to me more

Online obviously id never have the confidence to talk to click

Shiiii how do I rep

c.

Click thumbs up

 

[Viqu]

Theres hope tho

Bro dont force yourself into a rls with her if she doesn't want you, she'll just cheat

 

[True Teen Project]

Bro dont force yourself into a rls with her if she doesn't want you, she'll just cheat

She’s not like that bro

 

[Viqu]

She’s not like that bro

Im just sayin

 

[True Teen Project]

The problem isn’t her it’s me

 

[Skull]

I was at school and I saw The girl I like since a year and so I tried so many times to go say hi but my social anxiety doesn’t allow me to I am so awkward that I would never have a relationship and I was near her many times and I tried to gather my confidence to say hi but I had a panic attack and never said hi she glanced at me and I stared at her across the hallway and I just couldn’t bring myself to say hi to I went home feeling shitty and then I started having a breakdown and cried because I’m not goodlooking like other people my age and she’s so beautiful I cried to the thought of being alone till my death and I cried so much to the point I stopped crying and was silently staring at the walls in my room and I wanted to be better and handsome like people I see online so I went in the bathroom and bonesmashed to the point I had bruises and small bleeding spots now im in my room thinking about how to be her type because Theres genuinely no way she’ll like someone like me

God when will this end

oh no no no

 

[Amir_mrc.10]

I was at school and I saw The girl I like since a year and so I tried so many times to go say hi but my social anxiety doesn’t allow me to I am so awkward that I would never have a relationship and I was near her many times and I tried to gather my confidence to say hi but I had a panic attack and never said hi she glanced at me and I stared at her across the hallway and I just couldn’t bring myself to say hi to I went home feeling shitty and then I started having a breakdown and cried because I’m not goodlooking like other people my age and she’s so beautiful I cried to the thought of being alone till my death and I cried so much to the point I stopped crying and was silently staring at the walls in my room and I wanted to be better and handsome like people I see online so I went in the bathroom and bonesmashed to the point I had bruises and small bleeding spots now im in my room thinking about how to be her type because Theres genuinely no way she’ll like someone like me

God when will this end

I have a few questions though how tall are you? What's your body type, are you fat, skinny, lean etc? And what's your ethnicity and do you play any sports?

 

[True Teen Project]

I have a few questions though how tall are you? What's your body type, are you fat, skinny, lean etc? And what's your ethnicity and do you play any sports?

I think im
5‘5 in diabeteland metrics im kinda skinny fat leaning towards lean because I’m going to the gym i sometimes play football or ping pong or any other sports

 

[sleepy.]

I think im 5‘5

i am genuinly sorry dude

good luck with that girl tho

also how old are u?

 

[sleepy.]

She’s not like that bro

famous last words

i also thought she "wouldnt be like that" and it turned out she was 10x worse than i ever could have imagined

 

[Fried]

I aleardy know everything

She has a relationship which is going into ruins she wants to break up with her partner since her relationship is very toxic

This is your chance then

 

[True Teen Project]

i am genuinly sorry dude

good luck with that girl tho

also how old are u?

13

 

[sleepy.]

13

nvm as long as ur plates are still open ur good

 

[True Teen Project]

nvm as long as ur plates are still open ur good

Why tf would my plates close at 13

 

[sleepy.]

Why tf would my plates close at 13

i didnt know you were 13 and i meant to say as long as ur plates STAY open ur good

 

[True Teen Project]

i didnt know you were 13 and i meant to say as long as ur plates STAY open ur good

Sorry I DNR correctly

 

[sleepy.]

i didnt know you were 13 and i meant to say as long as ur plates STAY open ur good

and in some people they can close pretty early like 14-15

 

[True Teen Project]

damn that’s hard

 

[Amir_mrc.10]

I think im
5‘5 in diabeteland metrics im kinda skinny fat leaning towards lean because I’m going to the gym i sometimes play football or ping pong or any other sports

Trust me there's a way to cope for everything. Just be extremely athletic to the point your height becomes irrelevant. And please no don't just go to the gym you definitely should and please work out your legs please but you should definitely do something like soccer or something and get really good at it so the only thing they can think of you is your athletisism. I know a friend of mine who is 165cm but is so athletic every girl wants him. And get good hygiene smell good and the most important again get athletic do coordination drills, endurance,stamina, tendon and convective tissue strength and please work out legs especially hamstrings and quads obviously

 

[mei.511]

I was at school and I saw The girl I like since a year and so I tried so many times to go say hi but my social anxiety doesn’t allow me to I am so awkward that I would never have a relationship and I was near her many times and I tried to gather my confidence to say hi but I had a panic attack and never said hi she glanced at me and I stared at her across the hallway and I just couldn’t bring myself to say hi to I went home feeling shitty and then I started having a breakdown and cried because I’m not goodlooking like other people my age and she’s so beautiful I cried to the thought of being alone till my death and I cried so much to the point I stopped crying and was silently staring at the walls in my room and I wanted to be better and handsome like people I see online so I went in the bathroom and bonesmashed to the point I had bruises and small bleeding spots now im in my room thinking about how to be her type because Theres genuinely no way she’ll like someone like me

God when will this end

yea you gotta try and fix your face first

 

[True Teen Project]

Trust me there's a way to cope for everything. Just be extremely athletic to the point your height becomes irrelevant. And please no don't just go to the gym you definitely should and please work out your legs please but you should definitely do something like soccer or something and get really good at it so the only thing they can think of you is your athletisism. I know a friend of mine who is 165cm but is so athletic every girl wants him. And get good hygiene smell good and the most important again get athletic do coordination drills, endurance,stamina, tendon and convective tissue strength and please work out legs especially hamstrings and quads obviously

Of course im not skipping anything at the gym I love training legs and Fuh im not good at football it Aint for me

 

[losingthebattle]

I was at school and I saw The girl I like since a year and so I tried so many times to go say hi but my social anxiety doesn’t allow me to I am so awkward that I would never have a relationship and I was near her many times and I tried to gather my confidence to say hi but I had a panic attack and never said hi she glanced at me and I stared at her across the hallway and I just couldn’t bring myself to say hi to I went home feeling shitty and then I started having a breakdown and cried because I’m not goodlooking like other people my age and she’s so beautiful I cried to the thought of being alone till my death and I cried so much to the point I stopped crying and was silently staring at the walls in my room and I wanted to be better and handsome like people I see online so I went in the bathroom and bonesmashed to the point I had bruises and small bleeding spots now im in my room thinking about how to be her type because Theres genuinely no way she’ll like someone like me

God when will this end

im so sorry man yea usually you wont fix who you are, u can fix ur looks but not the underlying soul and more often than not it means you will be just as incel as before even after ascending, you dont just randomly get confidence

 

[True Teen Project]

im so sorry man yea usually you wont fix who you are, u can fix ur looks but not the underlying soul and more often than not it means you will be just as incel as before even after ascending, you dont just randomly get confidence

Why is this world so cruel to me

 

[Scarface]

I was at school and I saw The girl I like since a year and so I tried so many times to go say hi but my social anxiety doesn’t allow me to I am so awkward that I would never have a relationship and I was near her many times and I tried to gather my confidence to say hi but I had a panic attack and never said hi she glanced at me and I stared at her across the hallway and I just couldn’t bring myself to say hi to I went home feeling shitty and then I started having a breakdown and cried because I’m not goodlooking like other people my age and she’s so beautiful I cried to the thought of being alone till my death and I cried so much to the point I stopped crying and was silently staring at the walls in my room and I wanted to be better and handsome like people I see online so I went in the bathroom and bonesmashed to the point I had bruises and small bleeding spots now im in my room thinking about how to be her type because Theres genuinely no way she’ll like someone like me

God when will this end

Move on nigga

 

[True Teen Project]

Move on nigga

No

 

[Amir_mrc.10]

Of course im not skipping anything at the gym I love training legs and Fuh im not good at football it Aint for me

Yeah but the most important part is to do any sport and no the gym doesn't count I understand if you say you don't like football but then look into something different like Basketball, Baseball, American football, Handball and Sprinting. Especially sprinting these motherfuckers get all the huzz pretty much everywhere as long as they look decent and are athletic which is ofc the goal. So try searching anything that fits you and go with it. The gym is there so you Support the sport you have chosen the gym shouldn't be your nr 1 priority it should be second and one of the most important things is to fix your face and be hygienic. And of course if you are actively competing in any sort of sport infront of the huzz always give your all trust me and be confident but not talkative

 

[True Teen Project]

Yeah but the most important part is to do any sport and no the gym doesn't count I understand if you say you don't like football but then look into something different like Basketball, Baseball, American football, Handball and Sprinting. Especially sprinting these motherfuckers get all the huzz pretty much everywhere as long as they look decent and are athletic which is ofc the goal. So try searching anything that fits you and go with it. The gym is there so you Support the sport you have chosen the gym shouldn't be your nr 1 priority it should be second and one of the most important things is to fix your face and be hygienic. And of course if you are actively competing in any sort of sport infront of the huzz always give your all trust me and be confident but not talkative

Fuh Theres no sprinting shit in Germany

 

[Amir_mrc.10]

Fuh Theres no sprinting shit in Germany

There actually is last time I checked there is at least one local Sprinting club near me and if not sadly you need to look into other sports. And one thing I know you said you suck at soccer but trust me I was fucking ass at soccer a while ago I had no coordination but after a while it was really fun and most of the girls in Germany like a soccer player as their boyfriend. Not only that but most of the time if you have free time with your friends they want to play soccer and if you aren't able to play with the because you suck then that is pretty ass but if you play and can perform that's pretty great especially if girls are watching you need to show what you are able to do

 

[Amir_mrc.10]

Fuh Theres no sprinting shit in Germany

You could try Martial arts though I did MMA for 4 years definitely worth it every girl loves it and you can actually defend yourself

 

[True Teen Project]

There actually is last time I checked there is at least one local Sprinting club near me and if not sadly you need to look into other sports. And one thing I know you said you suck at soccer but trust me I was fucking ass at soccer a while ago I had no coordination but after a while it was really fun and most of the girls in Germany like a soccer player as their boyfriend. Not only that but most of the time if you have free time with your friends they want to play soccer and if you aren't able to play with the because you suck then that is pretty ass but if you play and can perform that's pretty great especially if girls are watching you need to show what you are able to do

Aight but what about swimming? Im thinking about swimming

 

[Amir_mrc.10]

Aight but what about swimming? Im thinking about swimming

Great too I forgot about it but a solid decision

 

[True Teen Project]

Great too I forgot about it but a solid decision

I will choose swimming it’s fun and relaxing