Venting idk what to do (7 Viewers)

[Hyporoxin]

everyday is now getting worse and worse, the thoughts i have throughout every single day are horrible, and i cant get them off, music and simply walking helped a lot a few weeks ago, but now it doesnt, even with music i have these thoughts, about my life, about my past, about my future. school will start soon for me, and with me not talking to anyone there, i think these thoughts will get worse and worse, and i really dont know what to do. im experiencing a weird combination of feelings, im angry, sad, disgusted, scared at the same time. i only have peace while sleeping and a few hours after i wake up. one of the only things i really enjoy in my life are winter activities, one of my favorites for the past 4 years is ice skating, but it is still summer, and im scared that even these activities will stop making me happy, and this really sucks

 

[Hyporoxin]

DNR

 

[susborgerwaffen✝️🇻🇦]

Buy a fleshlight

 

[susborgerwaffen✝️🇻🇦]

DNR

 

[Hyporoxin]

Buy a fleshlight

hah.

 

[susborgerwaffen✝️🇻🇦]

hah.

It’ll cure ur bordem temporarily

 

[qwertyuiopasdfghjklzxcvbn]

everyday is now getting worse and worse, the thoughts i have throughout every single day are horrible, and i cant get them off, music and simply walking helped a lot a few weeks ago, but now it doesnt, even with music i have these thoughts, about my life, about my past, about my future. school will start soon for me, and with me not talking to anyone there, i think these thoughts will get worse and worse, and i really dont know what to do. im experiencing a weird combination of feelings, im angry, sad, disgusted, scared at the same time. i only have peace while sleeping and a few hours after i wake up. one of the only things i really enjoy in my life are winter activities, one of my favorites for the past 4 years is ice skating, but it is still summer, and im scared that even these activities will stop making me happy, and this really sucks

Just go hiking mr hypo

DNR

no

Buy a fleshlight

no

It’ll cure ur bordem temporarily

Its temporary though.. i want it permanent

 

[qwertyuiopasdfghjklzxcvbn]

I want it permanent too looks like we have a understanding ready to become partners?

DNR

 

[susborgerwaffen✝️🇻🇦]

DNR

I pour my heart out to you but u disrespect me I see how it is

 

[Hyporoxin]

Just go hiking mr hypo

will not help

 

[hatred&gasoline]

everyday is now getting worse and worse, the thoughts i have throughout every single day are horrible, and i cant get them off, music and simply walking helped a lot a few weeks ago, but now it doesnt, even with music i have these thoughts, about my life, about my past, about my future. school will start soon for me, and with me not talking to anyone there, i think these thoughts will get worse and worse, and i really dont know what to do. im experiencing a weird combination of feelings, im angry, sad, disgusted, scared at the same time. i only have peace while sleeping and a few hours after i wake up. one of the only things i really enjoy in my life are winter activities, one of my favorites for the past 4 years is ice skating, but it is still summer, and im scared that even these activities will stop making me happy, and this really sucks

I just did a lot of drugs all of highschool while feeling like this and somehow graduated

 

[qwertyuiopasdfghjklzxcvbn]

I pour my heart out to you but u disrespect me I see how it is

:c

 

[friendofafriend]

im sorry bro, for me reading and music really helps. dm me if you wanna talk to some1 or sum

 

[mcds]

find another activity besides ice skating that u can do all year and js do that.go box or something idrk

 

[ineedbones]

everyday is now getting worse and worse, the thoughts i have throughout every single day are horrible, and i cant get them off, music and simply walking helped a lot a few weeks ago, but now it doesnt, even with music i have these thoughts, about my life, about my past, about my future. school will start soon for me, and with me not talking to anyone there, i think these thoughts will get worse and worse, and i really dont know what to do. im experiencing a weird combination of feelings, im angry, sad, disgusted, scared at the same time. i only have peace while sleeping and a few hours after i wake up. one of the only things i really enjoy in my life are winter activities, one of my favorites for the past 4 years is ice skating, but it is still summer, and im scared that even these activities will stop making me happy, and this really sucks

It will probably only get worse before it gets better but it will get better and thats what matters dont lose hope and thug it out

 

[Hyporoxin]

It will probably only get worse before it gets better but it will get better and thats what matters dont lose hope and thug it out

It will not get better

 

[ineedbones]

It will not get better

It did for me after school even though im ldaring on here rn its bcs i have nothing to do for a few weeks you shouldnt give up my life was so bad but now i have few things that im actually looking forward to

 

[Hyporoxin]

It did for me after school even though im ldaring on here rn its bcs i have nothing to do for a few weeks you shouldnt give up my life was so bad but now i have few things that im actually looking forward to

Maybe it did for you, but it will not get better for me

 

[ineedbones]

Maybe it did for you, but it will not get better for me

Damn idk what your situation is but i hope it all works out for you

 

[Hyporoxin]

Damn idk what your situation is but i hope it all works out for you

It probably won’t
but thanks

 

[ineedbones]

It probably won’t
but thanks

Well if you ever wanna talk about it dm me because i thought it was truly over and thats when things got good u never know whats ahead