Like holy shit I’m about to have a cortisol spike, this friend of mine would get so close to me like touchy n shi and would do stuff with me that she wouldn’t do with other guys. She reciprocated my signs but next moment she’d be calling her ex talking stage hot?? It bothered me so much but it’s like I couldn’t say anything because I didn’t know her intentions, before the ex talking stage she called hot she had another talking stage and his ass dead ass ghosted her on homecoming. It got to a moment where we ended up telling eachother how we felt and she has the AUDACITY to fucking say she doesn’t like me like that and is surprised when I say I don’t think we should be this close if it’s not gonna go anywhere, SHE SAID SHE WANTED TO TALK TO THE GUY WHO STOOD HER UP AGAIN, LIKE I DRESS 10x BETTER THAN THIS BAND KID BUT I FUCKING GUESS HE MOGS, I LITERALLY ASKED HER LOOKS OR PERSONALITY AND SHE SAID PERSONALITY? LIKE SHES HAD HORRIBLE SITUAATIONS WITH PAST PEOPLE BUT WHEN A GUY (MY FUCKING MANLET SUB5 TRUECEL SELF) WHO KNOWS WHAT SHES BEEN THROUGH, AND KNOWS WHAT SHE LOOKS FOR IN A GUY SHE DECIDES TO BE LIKE “nah ima go back to the dude that stood me up also even tho I called you attractive” I LITERALLY TREAT HER BETTER THAN OTHERS EVEN AS A FUCKING FRIEND LIKE I CALLED HER 10 MINS AGO WANTING TO TALK WHILE I DO MY HOMEWORK AND SHE HAS THE AUDACITY TO TELL ME SHES LONELY, DOESNR LIKE SEEING COUPLES IN A RELATIONSHIP, TOLD ME THE GUY DIDNT WANNA TALK TO HER AGAIN (THE SAME FUCKING RETARD WHO STOOD HER UP) LIKE HOW DO YOU THINK IMA FEEL WHEN YOU TELL ME YOU DONT WANNA DATE CUZ U DONT SEE ME LIKE THAT AND WANNA RETRY W A GUY WHO STOOD HER UP, AND THEN TELL ME YOURE LONELY AND THE GUY DIDNT WANNA TALK TO U AGAINNN like holy shit this starvemaxxing is raising my cortisol, she treats me so nice too like I don’t understand why she doesn’t see what she’s doing. I reallt don’t even know what to fucking think and I rlly didn’t expect to write this much.
