Venting Life is agony, I struggle to find any meaning (dont mind dnr just venting) (1 Viewer)

[urelos]

My own existence is my biggest curse, it was over from the very beginning. I've ran out of copes for my eternal inescapable suffering that is existence but I also can't accept that this life has no meaning and is meant to be so painful. I know almost none understand what I live as a bipolar mentalcel nd retard and that thought is haunting me constantly because I know noone I know can truly empathize with me. I feel constantly disconnected/alone because of this and I needed to put these thoughts somewhere, I dont mind if noone reads it. Here are some bonus Nietzsche quotes I find relatable, call it larp or whatever it still doesn't change their meaning to me. If anyone actually reads this respect.

 

[Parsival]

I like this quote
"To live is to be unhappy. It's futile. Even so small and grotesque as I am, short and cruel as this life may be, I still claw forward. I still search for beauty. Because it's worth it. To keep choosing to keep being chosen."

 

[urelos]

I like this quote
"To live is to be unhappy. It's futile. Even so small and grotesque as I am, short and cruel as this life may be, I still claw forward. I still search for beauty. Because it's worth it. To keep choosing to keep being chosen."

 

[inertia]

Sorry you're feeling like that bhai, praying you find a new cope soon

 

[the wizard]

My own existence is my biggest curse, it was over from the very beginning. I've ran out of copes for my eternal inescapable suffering that is existence but I also can't accept that this life has no meaning and is meant to be so painful. I know almost none understand what I live as a bipolar mentalcel nd retard and that thought is haunting me constantly because I know noone I know can truly empathize with me. I feel constantly disconnected/alone because of this and I needed to put these thoughts somewhere, I dont mind if noone reads it. Here are some bonus Nietzsche quotes I find relatable, call it larp or whatever it still doesn't change their meaning to me. If anyone actually reads this respect.

just sit in the cuck chair my guy

 

[urelos]

Sorry you're feeling like that bhai, praying you find a new cope soon

tysm bro

 

[urelos]

just sit in the cuck chair my guy

Im way beyond just the cuck chair bro

 

[the wizard]

Im way beyond just the cuck chair bro

the cuck chair is life

 

[urelos]

the cuck chair is life

im putting his dick in atp bro

 

[B63548]

Cvck bomb

 

[Marlboro]

yoo chico brootal