Rage looks envy (6 Viewers)

[forever_htn]

Guys, this is something I've been dwelling on for a long time now.

Is it bad that whenever I go outside I'm constantly thinking about whether I'm the best in the room? I'm always forcing my looks, checking every reflection I see in windows or mirrors, fixing my hair every chance I get, and thinking about how I look from every possible angle.

Then you see some stupid popular kid who has it all—looks, girls, family wealth, intelligence—and it just disgusts me. Their hair can be completely fucked up and they still somehow look good. They look good from every angle without even trying. Meanwhile, no matter how hard I try, it feels like I'll always be stuck below them in every aspect of life.

I hate the thought of not looking better than everyone else. I hate not being desired. Pretty much all I ever think about is how good I look from a certain viewpoint, whether I'm too skinny, too fat, if my face looks good enough, or if people are judging me. I wish I was born a low inhib LTN instead of being stuck as a disgustingly average MTN. It's so over.

The thing is, my stats aren't even that bad. I'm 6ft, fit, and I don't think I'm completely ugly, yet I still feel mid. I don't understand why I'm not looked on well by people in society. It feels like everyone else was handed a better starting point while I'm expected to be grateful for being average.

Sometimes it genuinely feels like everyone's purpose is to make my day terrible. Everywhere I go there's always someone taller, better looking, richer, smarter, more popular, or naturally more confident. No matter what I improve, there's always another thing wrong with me. I can't even enjoy being outside because half my brain is occupied with analysing my appearance and comparing myself to everyone around me.

 

[urelos]

Guys, this is something I've been dwelling on for a long time now.

Is it bad that whenever I go outside I'm constantly thinking about whether I'm the best in the room? I'm always forcing my looks, checking every reflection I see in windows or mirrors, fixing my hair every chance I get, and thinking about how I look from every possible angle.

Then you see some stupid popular kid who has it all—looks, girls, family wealth, intelligence—and it just disgusts me. Their hair can be completely fucked up and they still somehow look good. They look good from every angle without even trying. Meanwhile, no matter how hard I try, it feels like I'll always be stuck below them in every aspect of life.

I hate the thought of not looking better than everyone else. I hate not being desired. Pretty much all I ever think about is how good I look from a certain viewpoint, whether I'm too skinny, too fat, if my face looks good enough, or if people are judging me. I wish I was born a low inhib LTN instead of being stuck as a disgustingly average MTN. It's so over.

The thing is, my stats aren't even that bad. I'm 6ft, fit, and I don't think I'm completely ugly, yet I still feel mid. I don't understand why I'm not looked on well by people in society. It feels like everyone else was handed a better starting point while I'm expected to be grateful for being average.

Sometimes it genuinely feels like everyone's purpose is to make my day terrible. Everywhere I go there's always someone taller, better looking, richer, smarter, more popular, or naturally more confident. No matter what I improve, there's always another thing wrong with me. I can't even enjoy being outside because half my brain is occupied with analysing my appearance and comparing myself to everyone around me.

So basically every nigga on this forum ever? This is why we are all here broski ts relatable asf but the thing is this mindset nerfs us all to oblivion cus we are basically cucking ourselves

 

[urelos]

Guys, this is something I've been dwelling on for a long time now.

Is it bad that whenever I go outside I'm constantly thinking about whether I'm the best in the room? I'm always forcing my looks, checking every reflection I see in windows or mirrors, fixing my hair every chance I get, and thinking about how I look from every possible angle.

Then you see some stupid popular kid who has it all—looks, girls, family wealth, intelligence—and it just disgusts me. Their hair can be completely fucked up and they still somehow look good. They look good from every angle without even trying. Meanwhile, no matter how hard I try, it feels like I'll always be stuck below them in every aspect of life.

I hate the thought of not looking better than everyone else. I hate not being desired. Pretty much all I ever think about is how good I look from a certain viewpoint, whether I'm too skinny, too fat, if my face looks good enough, or if people are judging me. I wish I was born a low inhib LTN instead of being stuck as a disgustingly average MTN. It's so over.

The thing is, my stats aren't even that bad. I'm 6ft, fit, and I don't think I'm completely ugly, yet I still feel mid. I don't understand why I'm not looked on well by people in society. It feels like everyone else was handed a better starting point while I'm expected to be grateful for being average.

Sometimes it genuinely feels like everyone's purpose is to make my day terrible. Everywhere I go there's always someone taller, better looking, richer, smarter, more popular, or naturally more confident. No matter what I improve, there's always another thing wrong with me. I can't even enjoy being outside because half my brain is occupied with analysing my appearance and comparing myself to everyone around me.

and im slowly losing hope that its even possible to rid myself of this. Might just be an nd autist forever

 

[forever_htn]

and im slowly losing hope that its even possible to rid myself of this. Might just be an nd autist forever

i wonder if the way we think will ever change or if i will forever be the way i am

 

[urelos]

i wonder if the way we think will ever change or if i will forever be the way i am

Biggest fear is my mindset not changing, even if u ascend ur still ltn in ur mind and cuck urselft automatically

 

[forever_htn]

So basically every nigga on this forum ever? This is why we are all here broski ts relatable asf but the thing is this mindset nerfs us all to oblivion cus we are basically cucking ourselves

yeah its over bro may have had a good life if we hadn't have found out abt this philosophy and it distorted out way of thinking this much i dont think anyone can realy forget this enlightenment is a curse i wish i stayed oblivous no point even trying to be nt becouse we will never forget even if we somehow get to chad-lite we will still be autist losers

 

[urelos]

yeah its over bro may have had a good life if we hadn't have found out abt this philosophy and it distorted out way of thinking this much i dont think anyone can realy forget this enlightenment is a curse i wish i stayed oblivous no point even trying to be nt becouse we will never forget even if we somehow get to chad-lite we will still be autist losers

over

 

[Scorpion]

Guys, this is something I've been dwelling on for a long time now.

Is it bad that whenever I go outside I'm constantly thinking about whether I'm the best in the room? I'm always forcing my looks, checking every reflection I see in windows or mirrors, fixing my hair every chance I get, and thinking about how I look from every possible angle.

Then you see some stupid popular kid who has it all—looks, girls, family wealth, intelligence—and it just disgusts me. Their hair can be completely fucked up and they still somehow look good. They look good from every angle without even trying. Meanwhile, no matter how hard I try, it feels like I'll always be stuck below them in every aspect of life.

I hate the thought of not looking better than everyone else. I hate not being desired. Pretty much all I ever think about is how good I look from a certain viewpoint, whether I'm too skinny, too fat, if my face looks good enough, or if people are judging me. I wish I was born a low inhib LTN instead of being stuck as a disgustingly average MTN. It's so over.

The thing is, my stats aren't even that bad. I'm 6ft, fit, and I don't think I'm completely ugly, yet I still feel mid. I don't understand why I'm not looked on well by people in society. It feels like everyone else was handed a better starting point while I'm expected to be grateful for being average.

Sometimes it genuinely feels like everyone's purpose is to make my day terrible. Everywhere I go there's always someone taller, better looking, richer, smarter, more popular, or naturally more confident. No matter what I improve, there's always another thing wrong with me. I can't even enjoy being outside because half my brain is occupied with analysing my appearance and comparing myself to everyone around me.

From where did u get that avi i have seen that nigga on tt

 

[forever_htn]

From where did u get that avi i have seen that nigga on tt

what?

 

[Pxverr]

Guys, this is something I've been dwelling on for a long time now.

Is it bad that whenever I go outside I'm constantly thinking about whether I'm the best in the room? I'm always forcing my looks, checking every reflection I see in windows or mirrors, fixing my hair every chance I get, and thinking about how I look from every possible angle.

Then you see some stupid popular kid who has it all—looks, girls, family wealth, intelligence—and it just disgusts me. Their hair can be completely fucked up and they still somehow look good. They look good from every angle without even trying. Meanwhile, no matter how hard I try, it feels like I'll always be stuck below them in every aspect of life.

I hate the thought of not looking better than everyone else. I hate not being desired. Pretty much all I ever think about is how good I look from a certain viewpoint, whether I'm too skinny, too fat, if my face looks good enough, or if people are judging me. I wish I was born a low inhib LTN instead of being stuck as a disgustingly average MTN. It's so over.

The thing is, my stats aren't even that bad. I'm 6ft, fit, and I don't think I'm completely ugly, yet I still feel mid. I don't understand why I'm not looked on well by people in society. It feels like everyone else was handed a better starting point while I'm expected to be grateful for being average.

Sometimes it genuinely feels like everyone's purpose is to make my day terrible. Everywhere I go there's always someone taller, better looking, richer, smarter, more popular, or naturally more confident. No matter what I improve, there's always another thing wrong with me. I can't even enjoy being outside because half my brain is occupied with analysing my appearance and comparing myself to everyone around me.

im so weird because of the BP pill bro brooootalll duuuddd ahh post

 

[forever_htn]

"im so weird because of the BP pill bro" brooootalll duuuddd

i just wanted abbs jfl+appeal=psl brutallll

 

[Scorpion]

what?

Yeah on tiktok

 

[i_blame_oxytocin]

 

[Zaynlite]

Guys, this is something I've been dwelling on for a long time now.

Is it bad that whenever I go outside I'm constantly thinking about whether I'm the best in the room? I'm always forcing my looks, checking every reflection I see in windows or mirrors, fixing my hair every chance I get, and thinking about how I look from every possible angle.

Then you see some stupid popular kid who has it all—looks, girls, family wealth, intelligence—and it just disgusts me. Their hair can be completely fucked up and they still somehow look good. They look good from every angle without even trying. Meanwhile, no matter how hard I try, it feels like I'll always be stuck below them in every aspect of life.

I hate the thought of not looking better than everyone else. I hate not being desired. Pretty much all I ever think about is how good I look from a certain viewpoint, whether I'm too skinny, too fat, if my face looks good enough, or if people are judging me. I wish I was born a low inhib LTN instead of being stuck as a disgustingly average MTN. It's so over.

The thing is, my stats aren't even that bad. I'm 6ft, fit, and I don't think I'm completely ugly, yet I still feel mid. I don't understand why I'm not looked on well by people in society. It feels like everyone else was handed a better starting point while I'm expected to be grateful for being average.

Sometimes it genuinely feels like everyone's purpose is to make my day terrible. Everywhere I go there's always someone taller, better looking, richer, smarter, more popular, or naturally more confident. No matter what I improve, there's always another thing wrong with me. I can't even enjoy being outside because half my brain is occupied with analysing my appearance and comparing myself to everyone around me.

DNR

 

[Zaynlite]

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