MalarGrowth
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RANT
So the day after the party my sister randomly asked me where I was yesterday, she found out I went to one and I admitted it to her thinking everything would be chill like yes I did go and yes I did drink alcohol, I went with some friends my mom rode us and we said we were going to the movies.
My mom already has beef with the girl who threw the party because she found some messages about doing weed but I just said I never tried it and said that to be cool because I liked her (I did buy a cart but never got high tbh)
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I had been talking to her for like 4 months but I just stopped talking to her out of nowhere because I knew she liked me but she never like tried to meet up after school and shit, she’d always like for me to beg.
On december I did meet up a couple times with her but she loved when I beg, even at the party by accident I sent her a video of me in the toilet and she sent it and showed it to all her friends I just wanted her to delete it because that’s weird and she insisted and she wanted me to keep telling her but ik she wants me to “play” doing that bs so I just stopped and talked to all the other girls JFL.
When we went to get a friend in the lobby I didn’t even ask her or talk about it and she showed me the video and I grabbed her phone and deleted it, she had forward it to one of her friends (I hope it’s really deleted I’ll ask her today at school abt the video) and she was like playing(flirting), when we used to talk we used to say that we hated each other and yk that stupid shit and she was saying that shit when going up the elevator going to her house trying to get my attention I ignored her and when we got to her house she was still saying that bullshit and I ignored her and went straight to some girl I liked (as a gf, the other bitch i know i can easily kiss her and fuck her if we meet up) n I could tell she was jealous, I could see her looking at me and doing dances w everyone and talking to some ltn faggot trying to make me jealous but I genuinely did not gaf. On december at a party she threw I was going to her room alone and I did as if i was shooting at basketball and she saw me, didn’t think much of it tho, when I was talking to the girls the faggot that wouldn’t give a fuck was telling her I’m really enjoying the party and she did like she was shooting, found that funny lmao.
There was also some fat bitch getting all over me since I arrived but I ignored her and started getting all over everyone and she was following me when I was talking to my dad when I went to a dark room and this fucking bitch that threw the party saw us and was taking a picture but I pushed that fat bitch and closed the door and even after that she was trying to get back in again lmaoo.
On tuesday she told me that she got drunk and high the next day with the faggot guy and she thinks she got sa’d or raped but she dosent remember lmao. this week there’s another party, I might just beat the fuck out of this nigga and slay this bitch bc the girl I want to be with is somewhere else and I think she’s not going, I’ll ask the guy throwing it if she’s going but even if she dosent go I’m scared this bitch or her friends tell that girl that i slayed her and won’t want to get w me but i’ll ask her boy friends if they think they’ll care.
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My sister also is very common to get really mad with everyone or with me, she’ll love me one day and hate me with her soul the next day. Ik she’s jealous bc she try’s to like bother me and asked me if I drank alcohol because she never got invited to parties specially at my age, can tell she’s also jealous by the way she mentions it every time she can and tries to bother me joking about blackmailing me but I do see her capable of blackmailing me. Now every time she tells me to do something I’ll do it without hesitation and every time she messes up I just blame myself so she dosent get mad
But if my mom finds out idk how she’ll take it, there’s a 50/50 chance she’ll care, get mad asf , ground me for life and i’ll never be able to hangout with those friends again. she dosent give care and would encourage me to go. But if she gets mad and dosent let me hangout with my friends I will genuinely kms but first i’d do this, I would ask the bitch that threw the party the same day I plan on doing it if she wants to fuck if she wants me to beg her i’ll just say i’m going to kms and don’t want to die a virgin.
Also have other plans if i do kms but won’t say here for safety
So the day after the party my sister randomly asked me where I was yesterday, she found out I went to one and I admitted it to her thinking everything would be chill like yes I did go and yes I did drink alcohol, I went with some friends my mom rode us and we said we were going to the movies.
My mom already has beef with the girl who threw the party because she found some messages about doing weed but I just said I never tried it and said that to be cool because I liked her (I did buy a cart but never got high tbh)
Extra Context
I had been talking to her for like 4 months but I just stopped talking to her out of nowhere because I knew she liked me but she never like tried to meet up after school and shit, she’d always like for me to beg.
On december I did meet up a couple times with her but she loved when I beg, even at the party by accident I sent her a video of me in the toilet and she sent it and showed it to all her friends I just wanted her to delete it because that’s weird and she insisted and she wanted me to keep telling her but ik she wants me to “play” doing that bs so I just stopped and talked to all the other girls JFL.
When we went to get a friend in the lobby I didn’t even ask her or talk about it and she showed me the video and I grabbed her phone and deleted it, she had forward it to one of her friends (I hope it’s really deleted I’ll ask her today at school abt the video) and she was like playing(flirting), when we used to talk we used to say that we hated each other and yk that stupid shit and she was saying that shit when going up the elevator going to her house trying to get my attention I ignored her and when we got to her house she was still saying that bullshit and I ignored her and went straight to some girl I liked (as a gf, the other bitch i know i can easily kiss her and fuck her if we meet up) n I could tell she was jealous, I could see her looking at me and doing dances w everyone and talking to some ltn faggot trying to make me jealous but I genuinely did not gaf. On december at a party she threw I was going to her room alone and I did as if i was shooting at basketball and she saw me, didn’t think much of it tho, when I was talking to the girls the faggot that wouldn’t give a fuck was telling her I’m really enjoying the party and she did like she was shooting, found that funny lmao.
There was also some fat bitch getting all over me since I arrived but I ignored her and started getting all over everyone and she was following me when I was talking to my dad when I went to a dark room and this fucking bitch that threw the party saw us and was taking a picture but I pushed that fat bitch and closed the door and even after that she was trying to get back in again lmaoo.
On tuesday she told me that she got drunk and high the next day with the faggot guy and she thinks she got sa’d or raped but she dosent remember lmao. this week there’s another party, I might just beat the fuck out of this nigga and slay this bitch bc the girl I want to be with is somewhere else and I think she’s not going, I’ll ask the guy throwing it if she’s going but even if she dosent go I’m scared this bitch or her friends tell that girl that i slayed her and won’t want to get w me but i’ll ask her boy friends if they think they’ll care.
CONTINUATION OF THE RANT
My sister also is very common to get really mad with everyone or with me, she’ll love me one day and hate me with her soul the next day. Ik she’s jealous bc she try’s to like bother me and asked me if I drank alcohol because she never got invited to parties specially at my age, can tell she’s also jealous by the way she mentions it every time she can and tries to bother me joking about blackmailing me but I do see her capable of blackmailing me. Now every time she tells me to do something I’ll do it without hesitation and every time she messes up I just blame myself so she dosent get mad
But if my mom finds out idk how she’ll take it, there’s a 50/50 chance she’ll care, get mad asf , ground me for life and i’ll never be able to hangout with those friends again. she dosent give care and would encourage me to go. But if she gets mad and dosent let me hangout with my friends I will genuinely kms but first i’d do this, I would ask the bitch that threw the party the same day I plan on doing it if she wants to fuck if she wants me to beg her i’ll just say i’m going to kms and don’t want to die a virgin.
Also have other plans if i do kms but won’t say here for safety
