click off or DNR sorry about this admins but i wanted to rewrite the other thread since it was low effort. delete that or this one or both i promise it won’t repeat.
today was the first day of winter vacation. i think i should’ve been more happier but i’m not. it’s weird these days i’ve been feeling so empty, ussualy i’m more filled with self-hatred. today was just loneliness and emptiness and overall miserable.
helped my dad with some errands around town, then went back home and since i have a rusty old bench press in the yard and some other shit i decided to use it because i have no money for a gym membership and can’t get a job bcuz of my age.
took a shower and went to bed. i miss talking to her. she used to help me at my lowest but here i am fucking diary-maxxing on .gg (she was a good friend of mine, foid, but a good friend)
today was the first day of winter vacation. i think i should’ve been more happier but i’m not. it’s weird these days i’ve been feeling so empty, ussualy i’m more filled with self-hatred. today was just loneliness and emptiness and overall miserable.
helped my dad with some errands around town, then went back home and since i have a rusty old bench press in the yard and some other shit i decided to use it because i have no money for a gym membership and can’t get a job bcuz of my age.
took a shower and went to bed. i miss talking to her. she used to help me at my lowest but here i am fucking diary-maxxing on .gg (she was a good friend of mine, foid, but a good friend)
