[webs]

From a younger age i was always treated horribly, my life has been horrible for awhile and I dont understand. I was always left out and always made fun of. I was never a first choice by anyone around me and Ive felt severly depressed since i was in the 5th grade. Everyday i sit and cope saying being alone is peaceful and fun, but to be real I dont think ive been happy for a while. even after getting to MTN through all the hard work its meant nothing to me, I get treated so shit its unbeeliveble. I hate the life that i live so much. I hate being treated so shit and never givin real love from anyone, not even my parents. every girl ive been with has cheated on me and there was never a time where i felt happy. I cant even find happiness in myself because im so far gone. I just wanted one person in my life to genuinely love and care for me and that has yet to come. Im lied to by everyone i love, left behind and treated horribly. Why would i keep going with a life i dont even fucking want anymore? I dont understand why i cant just be treated like everyone else and treated with care and love. i feel so alone. I want it to end.

 

[futurechad]

It will get better man I promise

 

[webs]

It will get better man I promise

To be honest i dont think it will. im 19 years old and felt this way since before i was a teenager.

 

[fakerthanjesus]

i hope it gets better for you, try to find actual genuine people to you not fake 2faced fucks

 

[webs]

i hope it gets better for you, try to find actual genuine people to you not fake 2faced fucks

I try so hard, everytime i think i find a good friend or a girl that cares for me, it always end up the same exact way.

 

[Tallcel]

From a younger age i was always treated horribly, my life has been horrible for awhile and I dont understand. I was always left out and always made fun of. I was never a first choice by anyone around me and Ive felt severly depressed since i was in the 5th grade. Everyday i sit and cope saying being alone is peaceful and fun, but to be real I dont think ive been happy for a while. even after getting to MTN through all the hard work its meant nothing to me, I get treated so shit its unbeeliveble. I hate the life that i live so much. I hate being treated so shit and never givin real love from anyone, not even my parents. every girl ive been with has cheated on me and there was never a time where i felt happy. I cant even find happiness in myself because im so far gone. I just wanted one person in my life to genuinely love and care for me and that has yet to come. Im lied to by everyone i love, left behind and treated horribly. Why would i keep going with a life i dont even fucking want anymore? I dont understand why i cant just be treated like everyone else and treated with care and love. i feel so alone. I want it to end.

Yo don't do it man i promise you life will get better

 

[fakerthanjesus]

I try so hard, everytime i think i find a good friend or a girl that cares for me, it always end up the same exact way.

work and save up, and move to a better country, you seem like ur in a toxic community

 

[webs]

Yo don't do it man i promise you life will get better

i wish that were true.

 

[webs]

work and save up, and move to a better country, you seem like ur in a toxic community

Yeah the US is horrible. everybody here is awful and fake.

 

[Tallcel]

i wish that were true.

Switch countries

 

[Finley]

From a younger age i was always treated horribly, my life has been horrible for awhile and I dont understand. I was always left out and always made fun of. I was never a first choice by anyone around me and Ive felt severly depressed since i was in the 5th grade. Everyday i sit and cope saying being alone is peaceful and fun, but to be real I dont think ive been happy for a while. even after getting to MTN through all the hard work its meant nothing to me, I get treated so shit its unbeeliveble. I hate the life that i live so much. I hate being treated so shit and never givin real love from anyone, not even my parents. every girl ive been with has cheated on me and there was never a time where i felt happy. I cant even find happiness in myself because im so far gone. I just wanted one person in my life to genuinely love and care for me and that has yet to come. Im lied to by everyone i love, left behind and treated horribly. Why would i keep going with a life i dont even fucking want anymore? I dont understand why i cant just be treated like everyone else and treated with care and love. i feel so alone. I want it to end.

Soon someone will come into your life who loves you. Just keep trying i wish you the best.

 

[fakerthanjesus]

Yeah the US is horrible. everybody here is awful and fake.

go to asia man

 

[webs]

Switch countries

where to?

 

[webs]

go to asia man

where to in asia

 

[webs]

Soon someone will come into your life who loves you. Just keep trying i wish you the best.

I hope.

 

[Tallcel]

where to?

Australia,new zealand

 

[webs]

Australia,new zealand

thank you, ill look into it.

 

[EliasRothschild]

From a younger age i was always treated horribly, my life has been horrible for awhile and I dont understand. I was always left out and always made fun of. I was never a first choice by anyone around me and Ive felt severly depressed since i was in the 5th grade. Everyday i sit and cope saying being alone is peaceful and fun, but to be real I dont think ive been happy for a while. even after getting to MTN through all the hard work its meant nothing to me, I get treated so shit its unbeeliveble. I hate the life that i live so much. I hate being treated so shit and never givin real love from anyone, not even my parents. every girl ive been with has cheated on me and there was never a time where i felt happy. I cant even find happiness in myself because im so far gone. I just wanted one person in my life to genuinely love and care for me and that has yet to come. Im lied to by everyone i love, left behind and treated horribly. Why would i keep going with a life i dont even fucking want anymore? I dont understand why i cant just be treated like everyone else and treated with care and love. i feel so alone. I want it to end.

Foids always come into your life when you least expect them to, just keep working on yourself until it happens. I know this may sound like cope but it's true for a while I just stopped thinking about female attention and later I found out that 2 ltbs had a crush on me

 

[webs]

Foids always come into your life when you least expect them to, just keep working on yourself until it happens. I know this may sound like cope but it's true for a while I just stopped thinking about female attention and later I found out that 2 ltbs had a crush on me

its hard for me. ive always hated being alone and ive always been alone. my friends barely speak to me so i barely go out anymore. I just hate living such a depressing life

 

[Ldar]

damn, some people are just born to be alone Ig you have to cope with it tho I hope it gets better

 

[EliasRothschild]

its hard for me. ive always hated being alone and ive always been alone. my friends barely speak to me so i barely go out anymore. I just hate living such a depressing life

My friends don't speak to me either I've just forgot about them honestly because none of them are really worth talking to, they all follow the same trends. Id recommend you to pick up a hobby like for example I like history so I just watch history documentaries to keep myself distracted from reality

 

[webs]

damn, some people are just born to be alone Ig you have to cope with it tho I hope it gets better

it will never get better, just have to keep coping with the fact i was cursed with being unloveable.

 

[webs]

My friends don't speak to me either I've just forgot about them honestly because none of them are really worth talking to, they all follow the same trends. Id recommend you to pick up a hobby like for example I like history so I just watch history documentaries to keep myself distracted from reality

Sometimes i watch minecraft or geomtrey dash videos to distract myself but theres always a time where it all comes back to me no matter how hard i try.

 

[idkwhatodo]

From a younger age i was always treated horribly, my life has been horrible for awhile and I dont understand. I was always left out and always made fun of. I was never a first choice by anyone around me and Ive felt severly depressed since i was in the 5th grade. Everyday i sit and cope saying being alone is peaceful and fun, but to be real I dont think ive been happy for a while. even after getting to MTN through all the hard work its meant nothing to me, I get treated so shit its unbeeliveble. I hate the life that i live so much. I hate being treated so shit and never givin real love from anyone, not even my parents. every girl ive been with has cheated on me and there was never a time where i felt happy. I cant even find happiness in myself because im so far gone. I just wanted one person in my life to genuinely love and care for me and that has yet to come. Im lied to by everyone i love, left behind and treated horribly. Why would i keep going with a life i dont even fucking want anymore? I dont understand why i cant just be treated like everyone else and treated with care and love. i feel so alone. I want it to end.

yeah i ralate with you actuallly i have also been felt like that since 5th grade and i have had about 3 atempts that almost worked but i realised that if you were to end it nothing would change whether you do it now or later or whatever the results will be the same your impact on the world will be the same so why at least not just live and try to watch everything thats better than ending it

 

[webs]

yeah i ralate with you actuallly i have also been felt like that since 5th grade and i have had about 3 atempts that almost worked but i realised that if you were to end it nothing would change whether you do it now or later or whatever the results will be the same your impact on the world will be the same so why at least not just live and try to watch everything thats better than ending it

i understand where your coming from, but a life of pure pain is just so fucking horrible and its so hard to even think about living on anymore