exactly 6 months ago I committed suicide I was in great shape but something was off I didn't know what was it until now, people were treating me like shit because I was doing some weird things for Egyptians like growing out my hair is weird right here and I was getting treated like an outcast and I was a people pleaser so I would just go home and cry that I didn't stand out for myself I did have a have gf tho at that time but she was low quality ltb like so retarded like mentally retarded every gf that I got like she texted me first was just a low quality hoe in terms of looks or her culture like a total normie anyways so I kept coping and trying other things and kept bonesmashing and doing all of the copes then the moment I discovered shoulder pads and shoe lifts and hgh + aromasin here where I got the real results abusing hgh made my narrow clavical small frame look insane now I got 47cm clavicular length (from acromioclavicular joint to the other) anyways my shoulder to waist ratio now 1.7 and grew only 3 cms after that improvement I kept noticing people treating me better, (I'm 173 cm I fraud 3cms w shoes another 6 w lifts and I got 185wingspan so I'm not worried about looking uncanny) frame pill is the most brutal one yet anyways ---------- here's the jester low inhib part:
so I did some experiments irl jestermaxing first one I would just go to a group of girls and tell them I'm not from here I would just say any other country and I will tell them to show me the club and ask them how to make friends and basically hangout w them, I did that w 3 girls they welcomed it although one of the girls kept laughing and cringing alot the other 2 was so friendly w me would have they treated me the same way If I was a TERRA INCEL sub 5 and same height as them and not towering over them obviously not they showed me the club and I kept going w them and asking her question to know more about life and how actually do normies think they told me people just go there w their friends then I told her I have no friends she basically told me its over and its too late to make friends and people would just go there to go on a date or meet some girls there and told them it was a prank bla bla still got that instagram both of them were ltb-mtb ngl but idgaf then did that w another htb and mtb same story same thing same results got that instagram too I was still depressed a bit because some of them unfollowed me but when I did the highschool incident people there like actual people my age rich kids and not normies ( just a moment to explain u something egypt is so weird like if u live in a poor area somepeople don't even know how to speak english or what is memes they basically live under a rock and 80% of them try to thugmax to fit into society thats the poor side of egypt the rich kids and families they are basically normal human beings they have instagram they can speak english they are open minded) so anyways people there treated me like a chad and I knew my actual self worth got a gf first 10mins In and people respected me and feared me w out talking and even if I shit talked them they would just stfu and girls would follow me even I cursed 1 hoe she laughed and acted like its nothing its actually crazy that moment flipped my mentality instantly now I know that I actually look good and I could get hoes I just have to make it into college or go to a mixed private school but my poor ass cannot afford ts and now I missed out on teenage love because of my poor family so basically just geomax if ur mtn+ and not a fucking manlet
so I did some experiments irl jestermaxing first one I would just go to a group of girls and tell them I'm not from here I would just say any other country and I will tell them to show me the club and ask them how to make friends and basically hangout w them, I did that w 3 girls they welcomed it although one of the girls kept laughing and cringing alot the other 2 was so friendly w me would have they treated me the same way If I was a TERRA INCEL sub 5 and same height as them and not towering over them obviously not they showed me the club and I kept going w them and asking her question to know more about life and how actually do normies think they told me people just go there w their friends then I told her I have no friends she basically told me its over and its too late to make friends and people would just go there to go on a date or meet some girls there and told them it was a prank bla bla still got that instagram both of them were ltb-mtb ngl but idgaf then did that w another htb and mtb same story same thing same results got that instagram too I was still depressed a bit because some of them unfollowed me but when I did the highschool incident people there like actual people my age rich kids and not normies ( just a moment to explain u something egypt is so weird like if u live in a poor area somepeople don't even know how to speak english or what is memes they basically live under a rock and 80% of them try to thugmax to fit into society thats the poor side of egypt the rich kids and families they are basically normal human beings they have instagram they can speak english they are open minded) so anyways people there treated me like a chad and I knew my actual self worth got a gf first 10mins In and people respected me and feared me w out talking and even if I shit talked them they would just stfu and girls would follow me even I cursed 1 hoe she laughed and acted like its nothing its actually crazy that moment flipped my mentality instantly now I know that I actually look good and I could get hoes I just have to make it into college or go to a mixed private school but my poor ass cannot afford ts and now I missed out on teenage love because of my poor family so basically just geomax if ur mtn+ and not a fucking manlet
