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SuicideFuel Thinking about suicide in the future

cdklcg

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I'm very young for forum like this i won't say my age i only say in DM and I think about suicide like at 17 or maximum 18 , some girls like me for my looks bc before I was looking like a fucking shit everybody clowned me and ridiculised me even my "friends" it was one of the darkest time in my life now that I glow up a little bit like I starved myself for 3 weeks and then now im on diet that keep me like slim face and body you know everybody kinda treat me in a positive ways but I want to rope bc of my lacks of social skill im an fucking nd I dont even care about school now I only think the moment I will finally find a lethal medicine or maybe a gun to shot my head to end that fucking life , my life is so empty I dont even think about getting child or have a gf or a wife , i only think about the day I will finally disappear for eternity being in a non existent state where I will finally not force myself being "normal" with my friend its the only think I want and im thinking about it everyday
 

sjzso

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Same dawg, hope u turn out to have good future and shit
 

cdklcg

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I mean if the problem is just being nd just be friend with people who are also neurodivergent
Not in my case and even if I had real friend I would still think about roping bro I dont want to live anymore past 17
 

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I'm very young for forum like this i won't say my age i only say in DM and I think about suicide like at 17 or maximum 18 , some girls like me for my looks bc before I was looking like a fucking shit everybody clowned me and ridiculised me even my "friends" it was one of the darkest time in my life now that I glow up a little bit like I starved myself for 3 weeks and then now im on diet that keep me like slim face and body you know everybody kinda treat me in a positive ways but I want to rope bc of my lacks of social skill im an fucking nd I dont even care about school now I only think the moment I will finally find a lethal medicine or maybe a gun to shot my head to end that fucking life , my life is so empty I dont even think about getting child or have a gf or a wife , i only think about the day I will finally disappear for eternity being in a non existent state where I will finally not force myself being "normal" with my friend its the only think I want and im thinking about it everyday
deep read brah. got similar problems and often think about ending it but maybe there is still hope for us and it will get better :feelsrope:
 

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deep read brah. got similar problems and often think about ending it but maybe there is still hope for us and it will get better :feelsrope:
I already planned it i just need money now but now im just trying to max my appearance and then I will rope
 

sjzso

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Nah bro I know i will have a shit future im just living like that rn just thinking about my finals moment
Ye same tbh, no need to struggle in future if u commit btw :pepecheers:
 

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I already planned it i just need money now but now im just trying to max my appearance and then I will rope
ascending before committing suicide is the highest act of revolt against this cruel world. mirin your mindset
 

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I'm very young for forum like this i won't say my age i only say in DM and I think about suicide like at 17 or maximum 18 , some girls like me for my looks bc before I was looking like a fucking shit everybody clowned me and ridiculised me even my "friends" it was one of the darkest time in my life now that I glow up a little bit like I starved myself for 3 weeks and then now im on diet that keep me like slim face and body you know everybody kinda treat me in a positive ways but I want to rope bc of my lacks of social skill im an fucking nd I dont even care about school now I only think the moment I will finally find a lethal medicine or maybe a gun to shot my head to end that fucking life , my life is so empty I dont even think about getting child or have a gf or a wife , i only think about the day I will finally disappear for eternity being in a non existent state where I will finally not force myself being "normal" with my friend its the only think I want and im thinking about it everyday
i think im gonna kill myself around 25 to 30 id like to give life that bit longer to see if it ends up any good. hardmaxx or just grow up and see what happens. u shouldnt kill yourself so young no point might as well give it longer
 

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i think im gonna kill myself around 25 to 30 id like to give life that bit longer to see if it ends up any good. hardmaxx or just grow up and see what happens. u shouldnt kill yourself so young no point might as well give it longer
You are in the same case as me but I cant rlly see myself once I'm past 18 bro I don't want to be a average high cortisol worker
 

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You are in the same case as me but I cant rlly see myself once I'm past 18 bro I don't want to be a average high cortisol worker
give it time bro, go get a shit job for a few years, get the money. and hardmaxx. fuck everyone else and then mog them. most people are ugly as fuck youll be fine. just dont do anything silly and kill yourself now and be lowiq. there's always a way out
 

cdklcg

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give it time bro, go get a shit job for a few years, get the money. and hardmaxx. fuck everyone else and then mog them. most people are ugly as fuck youll be fine. just dont do anything silly and kill yourself now and be lowiq. there's always a way out
You are maybe right but I still think I dont deserve life
 

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You are maybe right but I still think I dont deserve life
lol life is pointless, we don't deserve shit but does the person next to us do. prob not and so on. theres always people out there a million times worse than u rn or looking worse than u or feeling worse than u. just do the best for yourself and mog them lol. who cares life is to short anyways might aswell get that stupid surgery or whatever
 

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I'm very young for forum like this i won't say my age i only say in DM and I think about suicide like at 17 or maximum 18 , some girls like me for my looks bc before I was looking like a fucking shit everybody clowned me and ridiculised me even my "friends" it was one of the darkest time in my life now that I glow up a little bit like I starved myself for 3 weeks and then now im on diet that keep me like slim face and body you know everybody kinda treat me in a positive ways but I want to rope bc of my lacks of social skill im an fucking nd I dont even care about school now I only think the moment I will finally find a lethal medicine or maybe a gun to shot my head to end that fucking life , my life is so empty I dont even think about getting child or have a gf or a wife , i only think about the day I will finally disappear for eternity being in a non existent state where I will finally not force myself being "normal" with my friend its the only think I want and im thinking about it everyday
Hey bro im not really the one to give advice since im young aswell but I hope it gets better for you and know your not alone Theres always someone there for you and someone that loves you
Please dont rope
 

cdklcg

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Hey bro im not really the one to give advice since im young aswell but I hope it gets better for you and know your not alone Theres always someone there for you and someone that loves you
Please dont rope
Ty bro
 

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I'm very young for forum like this i won't say my age i only say in DM and I think about suicide like at 17 or maximum 18 , some girls like me for my looks bc before I was looking like a fucking shit everybody clowned me and ridiculised me even my "friends" it was one of the darkest time in my life now that I glow up a little bit like I starved myself for 3 weeks and then now im on diet that keep me like slim face and body you know everybody kinda treat me in a positive ways but I want to rope bc of my lacks of social skill im an fucking nd I dont even care about school now I only think the moment I will finally find a lethal medicine or maybe a gun to shot my head to end that fucking life , my life is so empty I dont even think about getting child or have a gf or a wife , i only think about the day I will finally disappear for eternity being in a non existent state where I will finally not force myself being "normal" with my friend its the only think I want and im thinking about it everyday
Trust me its all gonna be ok by the time you wanna do it. Things will get better.
 
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