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Katharsis
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Tired of couples being so open.
In my maths class, theres a couple that sit together behind me, and every time the bell goes, he places his hand on her shoulder, pecks her cheek. It's routine, he does it everyday without fail.
Then in my badminton classes, theres a couple that play together, and their laughs ring out often.
What the fuck does it feel like to live in such a fantasy? What is teenage love like? Everyone obviously says its good and muh the memories will stay with you until you are too old to move. But what does it feel like? The warmth of another human, of skin? I have never felt the softness of a woman, and my fucking mother doesn't count; or perhaps it does because it seems although that's the only woman whom I will ever have physical touch with. It hurts so much, this emptiness, this cycle of being devoid of sensation. It's torment, almost.
I resent these people, for being so open. I hate these couples immensely.
We go to school for 6 hours a day, surrounded by mindless retards. And now you have to bear the presence of their affections
In my maths class, theres a couple that sit together behind me, and every time the bell goes, he places his hand on her shoulder, pecks her cheek. It's routine, he does it everyday without fail.
Then in my badminton classes, theres a couple that play together, and their laughs ring out often.
What the fuck does it feel like to live in such a fantasy? What is teenage love like? Everyone obviously says its good and muh the memories will stay with you until you are too old to move. But what does it feel like? The warmth of another human, of skin? I have never felt the softness of a woman, and my fucking mother doesn't count; or perhaps it does because it seems although that's the only woman whom I will ever have physical touch with. It hurts so much, this emptiness, this cycle of being devoid of sensation. It's torment, almost.
I resent these people, for being so open. I hate these couples immensely.
We go to school for 6 hours a day, surrounded by mindless retards. And now you have to bear the presence of their affections


