when i was younger i was disliked, my impulsivity and loud personality got on peoples nerves, i wasnt funny or cool and suddenly after i grew up its awesome, girls look at me like im human not some dying animal they look at in disgust, my impulsivity is cool and my energy is fun to be around all of a sudden. my interests were always things like comic books or indie games which i was seen as weird for liking being different wasnt good for me and others, suddenly every girl LIKES the "nerd" the guy she doesnt have to work for to keep, being attractive isnt enough anymore and you suddenly need to be smart and shy so she knows you wont leave for someone better than her
