yo i wanna die (3 Viewers)

[dookiebootybutt59]

Oh dam that sucks bro

If u got no where to throw away your belongings or crypto or wtv my dms r always free tho bro

no i called first dibs on his crypto

 

[callidus]

yo so like hypothetically if you've truly decided you were gonna end your shit
would you considering giving me all your digital belongings...?

this would lowkey be funny in a different occasion

 

[callidus]

just fucking laughing yall

 

[Circadex]

Trust me taking test will fucking change your life forever

Yeah ofc. He's low sapient & can't comprehend theoretical outcomes past his reality, veil used a good example for this: when people think they'd remain calm when drowning. Most people do, right? But they wouldn't. It's this lack of foresight that results in this behaviour

 

[atrophicpyra]

no i called first dibs on his crypto

GIve me half so i can afford mk and fix my appetite

 

[dookiebootybutt59]

GIve me half so i can afford mk and fix my appetite

deal

 

[callidus]

Yeah ofc. He's low sapient & can't comprehend theoretical outcomes past his reality, veil used a good example for this: when people think they'd remain calm when drowning. Most people do, right? But they wouldn't. It's this lack of foresight that results in this behaviour

really difficult when you've been stuck in a cycle of straight shit for more than a couple years

 

[dookiebootybutt59]

Yeah ofc. He's low sapient & can't comprehend theoretical outcomes past his reality, veil used a good example for this: when people think they'd remain calm when drowning. Most people do, right? But they wouldn't. It's this lack of foresight that results in this behaviour

i cant empathize i cant empathize

 

[Circadex]

really difficult when you've been stuck in a cycle of straight shit for more than a couple years

No it's not. I mean, yeah for you, your mind doesn't allow past it. But for anyone who's lucky enough, nah, they don't end up in these situations. You're just weak-minded & stupid, to put it straight

 

[dookiebootybutt59]

this would lowkey be funny in a different occasion

(my dms are still open if you're considering giving me your accounts/money btw)

 

[callidus]

No it's not. I mean, yeah for you, your mind doesn't allow past it. But for anyone who's lucky enough, nah, they don't end up in these situations. You're just weak-minded & stupid, to put it straight

probably true, but wouldnt you think this is a result of past experiences

 

[atrophicpyra]

probably true, but wouldnt you think this is a result of past experiences

This is a result of shit hormones

 

[callidus]

This is a result of shit hormones

true

 

[callidus]

but since ive been told im nothing but inferior wouldnt someone start feeling it as they get it beat into their brain

 

[Circadex]

probably true, but wouldnt you think this is a result of past experiences

Yes of course it is. Past experiences, experiences in general, shape a person. However it's that predisposed genetic factor that determines how you'll respond to these events, and how they'll influence your future decisions. For example, you probably have a magnitude of negative stimuli & past-experiences within your life — and as for your person, this reinforces your current mindset. However, for the adept individual, they'd come to more logical conclusions; which do result in hope. Because of the aforementioned, you can't see past your reality; that reality being abhorrent. However, if you were different, it'd shape your actions to better your life, not end it

 

[callidus]

Yes of course it is. Past experiences, experiences in general, shape a person. However it's that predisposed genetic factor that determines how you'll respond to these events, and how they'll influence your future decisions. For example, you probably have a magnitude of negative stimuli & past-experiences within your life — and as for your person, this reinforces your current mindset. However, for the adept individual, they'd come to more logical conclusions; which do result in hope. Because of the aforementioned, you can't see past your reality; that reality being abhorrent. However, if you were different, it'd shape your actions to better your life, not end it

i guess it is just horrible hormones and iq

 

[dookiebootybutt59]

Yes of course it is. Past experiences, experiences in general, shape a person. However it's that predisposed genetic factor that determines how you'll respond to these events, and how they'll influence your future decisions. For example, you probably have a magnitude of negative stimuli & past-experiences within your life — and as for your person, this reinforces your current mindset. However, for the adept individual, they'd come to more logical conclusions; which do result in hope. Because of the aforementioned, you can't see past your reality; that reality being abhorrent. However, if you were different, it'd shape your actions to better your life, not end it

high iq

 

[Circadex]

i guess it is just horrible hormones and iq

To cut it short. It's more nuanced, but these are contributing factors; yes. For example, have you even tried to diagnose your current "condition"/state? Or, have you just dwelled on your life — coming to the conclusions that you're "worthless", "inferior", or "unwanted"?

 

[callidus]

high iq

jfl nigga sees big words he doesn't know and says high iq, but it probably only comes down to me being like genetically idk, fucking malfunctioned

 

[callidus]

To cut it short. It's more nuanced, but these are contributing factors; yes. For example, have you even tried to diagnose your current "condition"/state? Or, have you just dwelled on your life — coming to the conclusions that you're "worthless", "inferior", or "unwanted"?

well i do have a psychatrist but i usually never feel like sad so whenever i talk to her i dont really express it, it comes in waves you know

 

[Circadex]

jfl nigga sees big words he doesn't know and says high iq, but it probably only comes down to me being like genetically idk, fucking malfunctioned

What i said is valid. "High-IQ" holds no meaning though, atleast not anymore

And no; just not just your genetics, it's how they shape your approach to situations & thoughts.

well i do have a psychatrist but i usually never feel like sad so whenever i talk to her i dont really express it, it comes in waves you know

So what's your current mindset? How do you feel about yourself; describe yourself in 5 words

 

[callidus]

What i said is valid. "High-IQ" holds no meaning though, atleast not anymore

And no; just not just your genetics, it's how they shape your approach to situations & thoughts.


So what's your current mindset? How do you fell about yourself; describe yourself in 5 words

I would probably say, useful but sad and with no goal (7 word but who cares this isnt grammarly)

 

[Circadex]

I would probably say, useful but sad and with no goal (7 word but who cares this isnt grammarly)

So you view yourself as useful in some contexts, but usually sad & without any attributed meaning to your life?

 

[TheEl1tesWillGoD0wn]

no fucking story just tell me the fastest way to die right now, since its late my parents wont notice till early morning

just jump infront of the train?

 

[callidus]

So you view yourself as useful in some contexts, but usually sad & without any attributed meaning to your life?

yes

 

[i_blame_oxytocin]

if your under 25 i wouldn't killer yourself you could still have a good puberty and suddenly you life could be better plus you haven't even tried to live a better life yet

 

[Circadex]

yes

How's your academic & social performance like?

 

[callidus]

How's your academic & social performance like?

well i have a maxed out gpa in school, and talking to people is kind of difficult but i guess its not impossible, i do despise it though so i like avoiding it

 

[TheEl1tesWillGoD0wn]

well i have a maxed out gpa in school, and talking to people is kind of difficult but i guess its not impossible, i do despise it though so i like avoiding it

i mean do what u want if u feel like suicide then do it no one cares but atleast have patience

 

[Circadex]

well i have a maxed out gpa in school, and talking to people is kind of difficult but i guess its not impossible, i do despise it though so i like avoiding it

That's interesting. So do you resent educational institutions in general, and do you see yourself subconsciously avoiding/ignoring advice & ideas you receive from them? And as you mentioned, you "despise" talking to people; so the aforementioned question applys here, just like: when a social/freind group maintains an opinion on a matter, or mutually perceived agreement, are you inclined to disagree/agree with them?

 

[callidus]

That's interesting. So do you resent educational institutions in general, and do you see yourself subconsciously avoiding/ignoring advice & ideas you receive from them? And as you mentioned, you "despise" talking to people; so the aforementioned question applys here, just like: when a social/freind group maintains an opinion on a matter, or mutually perceived agreement, are you inclined to disagree/agree with them?

I just hate institutions, and usually when they have an agreement, i usually just agree not to draw attention, but most "real" thoughts on something are just kept to myself

 

[TheEl1tesWillGoD0wn]

I just hate institutions, and usually when they have an agreement, i usually just agree not to draw attention, but most "real" thoughts on something are just kept to myself

relatable

 

[Circadex]

I just hate institutions, and usually when they have an agreement, i usually just agree not to draw attention, but most "real" thoughts on something are just kept to myself

Do you see yourself, in your self-kept thoughts, disagreeing with most of them?

 

[callidus]

Do you see yourself, in your self-kept thoughts, disagreeing with most of them?

yes

 

[Circadex]

yes

Makes sense. Anyways, this was interesting

to answer the threads question it'll be a gun no doubt

 

[callidus]

Makes sense. Anyways, this was interesting

to answer the threads question it'll be a gun no doubt

nigga learned more about my personality more than any other person on this planet, props mate

 

[Circadex]

nigga learned more about my personality more than any other person on this planet, props mate

jfl

 

[kys]

 

[callidus]

jfl

thank you man, only one who took this thread seriously meanwhile atrophicpyra was laughing his ass off